peanut2

my friend sarah is back in town for one night and i am too lazy to get my ass out to see her. i really want to see her. i wanna hear all her stories about her trip to brussels and greece. i wanna give her a hug. she's invited all her friends to get together at KEI's tonight. the problem is (other than the fact that it is freakin' cold out) i really dislike intimate group gatherings. especially if you don't really know who is gonna be there. unless i know them really well...i just get really quiet. there are times where i've met some cool people and had tons of fun....but most times...i feel disfunctional. ugh..it's getting later and later....and i haven't left the house...should i go?