I'm so sick of feeling this feeling of longing almost everyday. It's not longing for a person, it's longing for a place. What is so frustrating about it is I don't know where this place is, or what it is. I can't pin point it. It's just this empty longing to go somewhere, for us to pick up and go there. Now. It's like being homesick and not having a home or some shit. Where the hell am I supposed to be? I want us to move out west, could that be it???
Is that where I am meant to be? Where we need to go???
I have so much anxiety and I am afraid of my own shadow - could I actually put that plan into motion??? What a I waiting for/looking for/longing for??? It bugs me and I feel a bit depressed.
I had a dream about my mom last night. It started out in a hospital and I was looking for her. It turned into a hotel. We then left (after I found her room 1122) and drove around in a car listening to music. I was trying to find a station she liked. weirdness.
Is that where I am meant to be? Where we need to go???
I have so much anxiety and I am afraid of my own shadow - could I actually put that plan into motion??? What a I waiting for/looking for/longing for??? It bugs me and I feel a bit depressed.
I had a dream about my mom last night. It started out in a hospital and I was looking for her. It turned into a hotel. We then left (after I found her room 1122) and drove around in a car listening to music. I was trying to find a station she liked. weirdness.