I've submitted my set, it's currently pending review, which can take a couple of weeks... I'm freaking out because I really want this so badly.. I've been a member here for over 3 years now and I've wanted to be one of these fabulous girls even before I joined.
I want to thank all of you out there for supporting me and encouraging me. You people bring out the best in me and I am a better person for having you all in my life.
I've done a lot of changing, mostly for the better.. I've learned that you really cant take your friends for granted. I know I have, and for that I apoligize.. You people have shown me more love and support and kindness than I could ever have hoped for on an alternative site..
I spoke to someone on the phone tonight, we talked for just over an hour.. A good point was raised, and I just want to re-iterate to him that, no matter what happens, I am always your friend, I will always be here for you. No matter the time, you can always call on me for anything. I will always do my best to make you a happier person. I promise you that..
I also promise that to all the rest of you.. It's the least I can do with my life..
I love you all so much, thank you for loving me..
"Who I Am Hates Who I've Been"
I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think I'm losing my mind,
But I will shy away from the specifics...
'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
That it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.
I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.
I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart,
And I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.
And I can't let that happen again
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
I want to thank all of you out there for supporting me and encouraging me. You people bring out the best in me and I am a better person for having you all in my life.
I've done a lot of changing, mostly for the better.. I've learned that you really cant take your friends for granted. I know I have, and for that I apoligize.. You people have shown me more love and support and kindness than I could ever have hoped for on an alternative site..
I spoke to someone on the phone tonight, we talked for just over an hour.. A good point was raised, and I just want to re-iterate to him that, no matter what happens, I am always your friend, I will always be here for you. No matter the time, you can always call on me for anything. I will always do my best to make you a happier person. I promise you that..
I also promise that to all the rest of you.. It's the least I can do with my life..
I love you all so much, thank you for loving me..
"Who I Am Hates Who I've Been"
I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific and
You might think I'm losing my mind,
But I will shy away from the specifics...
'cause I don't want you to know where I am
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
That it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.
I'm sorry for the person I became.
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change.
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
'cause who I am hates who I've been.
Who I am hates who I've been.
I talk to absolutely no one.
Couldn't keep to myself enough.
And the things bottled inside have finally begun
To create so much pressure that I'll soon blow up.
I heard the reverberating footsteps
Synching up to the beating of my heart,
And I was positive that unless I got myself together,
I would watch me fall apart.
And I can't let that happen again
'cause then you'll see my heart
In the saddest state it's ever been.
This is no place to try and live my life.
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robby:
hey P . i found it here . i think it's the last paragraph under number one .
squicken:
You are quite a sweetie, you know that right? And I can't wait to see you go pink, I'm sure it'll happen. I'll be here for you the same way you are for me. You're awesome, no matter what other ppl say.