Really wired weeks gone by...
while Brenda was gone to San Jose to visit her G-ma (she had a heart attack). i stayed at her house and took care of her Dog Charlei the Chihuahua, House and Car.on the night before she came back B hooked me up on a "date" with this girl from his work that has had her eye on me for a while and i've kinda had my eye on her, but never thought she'd like some one like me.
so we all got together and the first thing she said to me face to face was.
"I am willing to name my price for that ASS!"
me...i've never had some one be so blunt about liking me before. my girl radar is soo off, i was like WOW. a girl liking me???? eeesh! so we hung out the rest of the night and at about midnight we went to "The cliffs" once there we talked some more and then the next thing i knew was new.... she was on top of me on the rocks kissing and groping me. so i decided to do some groping myself.
then she took me back to my house imidiatly and she lead me to my room were the making out continued and that all turned into foreplay......ON THE FIRST DATE!!!!
we never even said or asked each other to be bf and gf i usually dont work that way, im an old fashioned guy. but here i was on top of this girl that i bearly even knew and her hands all over me. we woke up at 4 am to take her home. i've never been with a girl so late.
the next day i hung out with her at her work for a little bit, then i was off to take the car back to Bren. i kept thinking about Twylla all night Bren was only a friend and i was sure she wouldn't mind if i had another girl, i mean she had tested the waters her self too.
so Brenda walked in that door and gave me a HUGE hug. and kisses and she was soo happy to see me.
i was happy to see her until!
BRENDA: "Raul i missed you so much! i just kept thinking about you. seeing everybody with some one by their side. and me alone. everyone told me not to lose what i had, adn i was starting to. OH RAUL! will you come back to me"
RAUL: (shocked and thingking) {after all the waiting i've done,and when i finally find some one else...sshe decideds to make her move? why? WHY ARE YOU ONE DAY TOO LATE????} (shanking my head) "i'm sorry... but i can't..."
BRENDA:"what...why???? i thought this is what you wanted. i've changed I LOVE YOU MORE THAN EVER! NO RAUL DON'T SAY NO! PLEASE."
RAUL: "sorry but i can't"
after a few minutes of thinking i was thinking...this is my SOULMATE, my lover my PEACH. so i told her ......yes.
i still saw twylla, we went to old town,so that i could face one of my fears....The Weilie House... i did and we had a woundereful time. we went to eat some thing and once again to my house to talk. then i was jumped. i was thinking of Brenda adn how she had screwed me over many times. and Twylla really likes to jump my bones, as for Bren, she doesn't not really (but i respect that i wont make her.) so we were about to have sex when....... BRENDA OPENED MY WINDOW!!!!!!
i acted to be asleep and Twylla was under the blankets. i then went out side and Brenda was soo scared.
BRENDA: "please tell me thats not who i think it was...please...no no no!!!!! baby why why would you.....*SLAP!*
RAUL: "DAMN IT! IT'S NOT LIKE YOU NEVER EVER BEEN WITH ANY OTHER GUYS BEFORE! WHY DO YOU HAVE TO STEP ALL OVER ME LIKE EVERY ONE ELSE!!!!! YOU ARE SUPOSED TO BE MY FRIEND...MY BEST FRIEND...
BRENDA: " just tell me you don't love me. and i'll go.
RAUL: i don't love you...
BRENDA: "you dont mean it. i'm looking through you. baby you're my Soulmate and i want to still be with you, even after this. THATS LOVE. you stand by your partner till the end. me admiting i was wrong, thats love. i can tell you what your thinking right now....(holding my face gently) your confused, your angry, and you are really sorry, and you do love me, right?"
RAUL: *NODDING*
so twylla went home and Brenda and I had a long talk. Brenda and I are still together stronger than before.i love my Peach.
twylla came back to see me last night. she wants me still but i cant, but i had promised her a sunrise before this whole thing....sunday morning will be my first sunrise...
Twylla is a very cool person i wish i could still be her friend, but for some cercumstances i can't :;sigh:: just like jess and saviira. but it's ok. Brenda is all i need and if my friend's can't handle it then too bad. i don't need them.
while Brenda was gone to San Jose to visit her G-ma (she had a heart attack). i stayed at her house and took care of her Dog Charlei the Chihuahua, House and Car.on the night before she came back B hooked me up on a "date" with this girl from his work that has had her eye on me for a while and i've kinda had my eye on her, but never thought she'd like some one like me.
so we all got together and the first thing she said to me face to face was.
"I am willing to name my price for that ASS!"
me...i've never had some one be so blunt about liking me before. my girl radar is soo off, i was like WOW. a girl liking me???? eeesh! so we hung out the rest of the night and at about midnight we went to "The cliffs" once there we talked some more and then the next thing i knew was new.... she was on top of me on the rocks kissing and groping me. so i decided to do some groping myself.
then she took me back to my house imidiatly and she lead me to my room were the making out continued and that all turned into foreplay......ON THE FIRST DATE!!!!
we never even said or asked each other to be bf and gf i usually dont work that way, im an old fashioned guy. but here i was on top of this girl that i bearly even knew and her hands all over me. we woke up at 4 am to take her home. i've never been with a girl so late.
the next day i hung out with her at her work for a little bit, then i was off to take the car back to Bren. i kept thinking about Twylla all night Bren was only a friend and i was sure she wouldn't mind if i had another girl, i mean she had tested the waters her self too.
so Brenda walked in that door and gave me a HUGE hug. and kisses and she was soo happy to see me.
i was happy to see her until!
BRENDA: "Raul i missed you so much! i just kept thinking about you. seeing everybody with some one by their side. and me alone. everyone told me not to lose what i had, adn i was starting to. OH RAUL! will you come back to me"
RAUL: (shocked and thingking) {after all the waiting i've done,and when i finally find some one else...sshe decideds to make her move? why? WHY ARE YOU ONE DAY TOO LATE????} (shanking my head) "i'm sorry... but i can't..."
BRENDA:"what...why???? i thought this is what you wanted. i've changed I LOVE YOU MORE THAN EVER! NO RAUL DON'T SAY NO! PLEASE."
RAUL: "sorry but i can't"
after a few minutes of thinking i was thinking...this is my SOULMATE, my lover my PEACH. so i told her ......yes.
i still saw twylla, we went to old town,so that i could face one of my fears....The Weilie House... i did and we had a woundereful time. we went to eat some thing and once again to my house to talk. then i was jumped. i was thinking of Brenda adn how she had screwed me over many times. and Twylla really likes to jump my bones, as for Bren, she doesn't not really (but i respect that i wont make her.) so we were about to have sex when....... BRENDA OPENED MY WINDOW!!!!!!
i acted to be asleep and Twylla was under the blankets. i then went out side and Brenda was soo scared.
BRENDA: "please tell me thats not who i think it was...please...no no no!!!!! baby why why would you.....*SLAP!*
RAUL: "DAMN IT! IT'S NOT LIKE YOU NEVER EVER BEEN WITH ANY OTHER GUYS BEFORE! WHY DO YOU HAVE TO STEP ALL OVER ME LIKE EVERY ONE ELSE!!!!! YOU ARE SUPOSED TO BE MY FRIEND...MY BEST FRIEND...
BRENDA: " just tell me you don't love me. and i'll go.
RAUL: i don't love you...
BRENDA: "you dont mean it. i'm looking through you. baby you're my Soulmate and i want to still be with you, even after this. THATS LOVE. you stand by your partner till the end. me admiting i was wrong, thats love. i can tell you what your thinking right now....(holding my face gently) your confused, your angry, and you are really sorry, and you do love me, right?"
RAUL: *NODDING*
so twylla went home and Brenda and I had a long talk. Brenda and I are still together stronger than before.i love my Peach.
twylla came back to see me last night. she wants me still but i cant, but i had promised her a sunrise before this whole thing....sunday morning will be my first sunrise...
Twylla is a very cool person i wish i could still be her friend, but for some cercumstances i can't :;sigh:: just like jess and saviira. but it's ok. Brenda is all i need and if my friend's can't handle it then too bad. i don't need them.