I KNOW I'VE BEEN OUTA THIS THING!
any ways, im doing much better now after that incident.....what incident??? well, it all started......
last week, when i saw bren for the first time in a week. i was dying to see her, but when i saw her peek through my window, my heart began to hurt.
(i dont know weather it was my heart pounding so hard or it started to break again, but then again i dont have a heart so it musta been that hole in my chest.)
so she came only to use my computer for her project and then she came into my room while i was cleaning it. i wanted to have my made over room and my self a surprise but she saw the room and myself too. thaqt ruined my surprise big time.
when she came in i was telling her what kind of furniture n stuff i was adding in and she was just staring at me.....
those eyes, those lips, that face.....
i couldnt help it i got closer and closer to her and i caould feel her warm breath against my lips and she knew that we both wanted it...
"do you want to?" she asked
"yes....because I love you, not because...you are just there" i replied
(i used that line to remind her that, I'm whats best for her and i really love her, un like TONY!!!!!!!! he kissed her cause she was just there and that was his answer... he even told her that...
(ASSHOLE GO FIND A CRAB INFESTED MORONIC AIDS FILLED WHORE AND GET AIDS AND HAVE YOUR BALLS EATEN BY CRABS BITCH! WHORES ARE JUST THERE TOO! AND BRENDA IS A GODDESS, SO FUCK OFF!!!!!)
fo any ways .... we kissed, it tasted so refreshing to feel those moist lips i've been longing for. we thenstoped and she felt awful for kissing me.
(i only kiss her cause i love her, not just to kiss a girl. some people should learn that a kiss is a sign of affection and love not just to mess around, some one could get hurt by this...think about it. please... it could drive some one into SUICIDAL THOUGHTS)
so i stoped and shje went back to doing her work.
before she left we held eachother and she said something that finally, put my soul to rest.....
Brenda: "You really are my soulmate... you were right, and ...Soulmates don't have to be together in body, they are always together in Love and Soul"
Raz: (Starting to shed tears) "I...I can finally be at rest without having to worry about you, you belive me after a whole year and a half of me being the one that only belives in this. I never belived in anything so strongly, not religion or family but the fact that we are soulmates, that was the only thing i ever bvelived in and now you are here with me. thank you."
so she took off and i went back to my self and i cried. yes i did cry and i was happy...I am happy.
I LOVE YOU BRENDA.....
any ways, im doing much better now after that incident.....what incident??? well, it all started......
last week, when i saw bren for the first time in a week. i was dying to see her, but when i saw her peek through my window, my heart began to hurt.
(i dont know weather it was my heart pounding so hard or it started to break again, but then again i dont have a heart so it musta been that hole in my chest.)
so she came only to use my computer for her project and then she came into my room while i was cleaning it. i wanted to have my made over room and my self a surprise but she saw the room and myself too. thaqt ruined my surprise big time.
when she came in i was telling her what kind of furniture n stuff i was adding in and she was just staring at me.....
those eyes, those lips, that face.....
i couldnt help it i got closer and closer to her and i caould feel her warm breath against my lips and she knew that we both wanted it...
"do you want to?" she asked
"yes....because I love you, not because...you are just there" i replied
(i used that line to remind her that, I'm whats best for her and i really love her, un like TONY!!!!!!!! he kissed her cause she was just there and that was his answer... he even told her that...
(ASSHOLE GO FIND A CRAB INFESTED MORONIC AIDS FILLED WHORE AND GET AIDS AND HAVE YOUR BALLS EATEN BY CRABS BITCH! WHORES ARE JUST THERE TOO! AND BRENDA IS A GODDESS, SO FUCK OFF!!!!!)
fo any ways .... we kissed, it tasted so refreshing to feel those moist lips i've been longing for. we thenstoped and she felt awful for kissing me.
(i only kiss her cause i love her, not just to kiss a girl. some people should learn that a kiss is a sign of affection and love not just to mess around, some one could get hurt by this...think about it. please... it could drive some one into SUICIDAL THOUGHTS)
so i stoped and shje went back to doing her work.
before she left we held eachother and she said something that finally, put my soul to rest.....
Brenda: "You really are my soulmate... you were right, and ...Soulmates don't have to be together in body, they are always together in Love and Soul"
Raz: (Starting to shed tears) "I...I can finally be at rest without having to worry about you, you belive me after a whole year and a half of me being the one that only belives in this. I never belived in anything so strongly, not religion or family but the fact that we are soulmates, that was the only thing i ever bvelived in and now you are here with me. thank you."
so she took off and i went back to my self and i cried. yes i did cry and i was happy...I am happy.
I LOVE YOU BRENDA.....