well... i fell into that nice person side again but not too much yesterday... i was more heartless that usual. i think i'll be a heartless soon e-nuf. THIS SUX! all because of a "blind" girl that cant see love. but she's the only one that can unlock my love, my heart, myself.
:why are you more heartless RAZ?
well, yesterday at work i was more strickt and more of a bad ass that i've ever been. when bren called i was tired i just told her thta i probably wouldn't ask her for a massage any more cuz she was being a BITCH about it. sooooo..... she got pissed off and yelled at me before hanging up. about five minutes i called her back (i was doing the bank deposite for work) and i was about the say i was sorry about everything (there she goes opening my heart again) and she just yelled at me "forget it!" and i threw my cell fone and it broke. (when she unlocks my "drakness" i have a short temper) so i was more furiouse. once i got back to work. i started cutting peoples hours. yeup i cut every one! i just told every one can go home! and i took on every cutomer by myself for an hour! customers and the employees were pissed off at me for cutting their hours, but do you think i cared??? HA! i wsa heartless more than usual.
once i was out of the hell hole, Bren called me again.and she opened my heart. she told me to come over and have her cut my hair and then she would give me a surprise. thats when i rushed over to her house tired after 8 days of nonstop work and being pissed off all day, that is till she called.
once at her house she cut my hair and then she gave me a massage! not a yummy one but a real mssage. my back never felt so good. my shoulder doesn't hurt any more.
and then we only kissed twice not a long kiss either just a peck....i think we're going backwards. she leaving slowly but...she still holds my heart 9in the palm of her hand. i will turn into a heartless no doubt about it. but she's the only one that can free me from the heartless under her own love and shen ever she pleases.
:why are you more heartless RAZ?
well, yesterday at work i was more strickt and more of a bad ass that i've ever been. when bren called i was tired i just told her thta i probably wouldn't ask her for a massage any more cuz she was being a BITCH about it. sooooo..... she got pissed off and yelled at me before hanging up. about five minutes i called her back (i was doing the bank deposite for work) and i was about the say i was sorry about everything (there she goes opening my heart again) and she just yelled at me "forget it!" and i threw my cell fone and it broke. (when she unlocks my "drakness" i have a short temper) so i was more furiouse. once i got back to work. i started cutting peoples hours. yeup i cut every one! i just told every one can go home! and i took on every cutomer by myself for an hour! customers and the employees were pissed off at me for cutting their hours, but do you think i cared??? HA! i wsa heartless more than usual.
once i was out of the hell hole, Bren called me again.and she opened my heart. she told me to come over and have her cut my hair and then she would give me a surprise. thats when i rushed over to her house tired after 8 days of nonstop work and being pissed off all day, that is till she called.
once at her house she cut my hair and then she gave me a massage! not a yummy one but a real mssage. my back never felt so good. my shoulder doesn't hurt any more.
and then we only kissed twice not a long kiss either just a peck....i think we're going backwards. she leaving slowly but...she still holds my heart 9in the palm of her hand. i will turn into a heartless no doubt about it. but she's the only one that can free me from the heartless under her own love and shen ever she pleases.
then you too will go around looking to beat up people because they annoy you... *sigh*
but it's not soo bad i guess.. at least you can drink more..