peaches101

the sentancing has been cancelled again its gonna be rescheduled either the 16th or the 20th - this pisses me off - it's taking too long - this is the 3rd!! cancellation

i was happy yesterday for a bit n then i got a call......

yes n that call was that the sentancing for my uncle has been moved yet again, to march 2nd ^(^^%$%^&_)(*&*&*%$**%^$^@^*(()*!!!!!!!!!! - n that same day my uncle gets to try n get a 3rd trial %$*&##@#&*^)(^^&%&!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - i wish it would just happen already!!

my uncle wants a 3rd trial - it wasn't fair enough for him - the judge gets to deside - i know i dont have much to worry about since the 1st was hung n the 2nd was guilty n the desiding judge is the same judge n he believed me - but still - n i found out thru my dad that someone from...
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i've been feeling fat lately - i've also been bingeing - n i've purged a few times - i try not to binge - but now all i wanna do is restrict i hate it - my boyfriend is doing all he can n i feel bad - i just wish i felt better

i just woke up n already i feel fat - i dunno why - yesterday i felt pretty damn good - i'm trying to be good - i know that when i go downstairs that i will eat - i will eat a bagel with cream cheese - what makes things worse is i have to watch my fat in take b/c my cloesteral is...
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i'm acctually feeling good 2day, which is a rareity for me. i'm just sitting n listening to hootie & the blowfish, in jeans n a button down dress, bopping around to the beat w/ a smile on my face. lol. i post new pics b/c i'm feeling good about myself. well i better get to doing the laundry...

Merry Yule everyone!!

my introduction
i'm 18 n from nj, i'm an artist, i love making things n helping people n animals. i'm bi polar n an insomniac. i have an eating disorder that i've been dealing with for the past 7yrs n have descided to get help. i used to have a cutting addiction but i have been working on it. i have been hospitalized for suicide...
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