It is a beautiful day today. The sun is shining so nicely here in SoCal.
Lately I have been feeling lifeless. I have been home laying around and sleeping more than usual. I feel like the life has been sucked out of me. I have no energy whatsoever.
Tomorrow I will be booked all day. I will be tatting 3 peeps and hopefully this helps me get out of this rut!
I'm tired of being depressed. I'm tired of feeling and thinking this way. I just want to be the happy energetic person i'm used to.
I feel like crawling out of my skin.
I feel like if I were to go missing no one would notice.
I think thats why i sleep so much, because i'm tired of thinking all day about my problems and ways to solve them.
I hate TV! I feel like it takes up valuable time! I feel like I could be doing other things instead of wasting time staring at a screen. But.... right now the TV is the only thing that keeps me interested. The only thing that keeps me sane. I can watch TV all day and not get bored or irritated.
I hate what I have become.... a lifeless being, with no goals, motivation, ambition, nothing. I don't feel alive.
I don't feel like i'm living. I feel like i'm surviving.
Lately I have been feeling lifeless. I have been home laying around and sleeping more than usual. I feel like the life has been sucked out of me. I have no energy whatsoever.
Tomorrow I will be booked all day. I will be tatting 3 peeps and hopefully this helps me get out of this rut!
I'm tired of being depressed. I'm tired of feeling and thinking this way. I just want to be the happy energetic person i'm used to.
I feel like crawling out of my skin.
I feel like if I were to go missing no one would notice.
I think thats why i sleep so much, because i'm tired of thinking all day about my problems and ways to solve them.
I hate TV! I feel like it takes up valuable time! I feel like I could be doing other things instead of wasting time staring at a screen. But.... right now the TV is the only thing that keeps me interested. The only thing that keeps me sane. I can watch TV all day and not get bored or irritated.
I hate what I have become.... a lifeless being, with no goals, motivation, ambition, nothing. I don't feel alive.
I don't feel like i'm living. I feel like i'm surviving.
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kd0083:
stay strong 

beautifulxalone:
I went thru this same period about 4-5 months ago. It's miserable, and exhausting, and you feel like it has no end. It does. Stay strong, get some help, talk to someone, life will come back to you eventually, you'll just have to work a bit harder for it.