peaches

My Pookey is sick he is really sick. He went to the Dodger game on Friday and had a sore throat, he didn't take a sweater and had a huge cup of icy cold beer. Now he dreads it. Idk what to do for him. He doesn't want tea, and he doesn't want Nyquil or Dayquil. I hate to see him like this, i know how bad it feels to be sick and i want him to get better but idk what else to do .

Then the bro-in-law is upset with me because i didn't know to the Dodger game with them because of a personal issue. He has this g/f that not many ppl like. His brother Gabe hates her with a passion as do i. The thing is that i'm very family oriented. I have huge family values and if someone messes with family, i hold a grudge to the grave. This girl played him stupid. I hate it when ppl hurt the ones i care about and she pissed me off. So i told her off, which i shouldn't have but did. Being a girl, i know how she thinks. Us girls know what we're doing without knowing the person. You know its like they try to act all innocent and nice but you can see past their eyes and know that they are attention whores and are just putting up a scene just so everyone can like them. OOOO!!! i hate that! So i didn't want to tell Javie anything because i know it would hurt him for me to say that. But both his brother Gabe and I know it. He's sprung and doesn't want to realize it but eventually he will. So i can't stand the bitch! I can't even be in the same room with her. I told him that i sed a lot of mean things to her, and i'm not going to hang around her pretending nothing happend and everything is all peachy, and i'm not going to apologize because i meant every word i sed. So i rather keep my distance. He's upset because he doesn't want any tension in the family. Well, i told him, no matter what he says or whatever she does, its not going to change the way i feel. I just can't put my guard down. Something gives me a feeling to not trust her, so i won't. But i'll just let him find out on his own. Pookey wanted me to go to the Dodger game, but once i found out she was going i sed , "hell no, i am not going to be where she is at even if i dnt talk to her" and he was trying to convince me to be nice and just say "hi" but i can't. If i see her i wnt even look at her. I prefer to stay home than ruin my Pookey's night.

Anyway, so that's where i'm at right now. Trying to figure out how make my Pookey better. Right now he's at work and i'm at home sketching more tats for ppl but i cant sit still at the thought that he's feeling like shit and idk what to do for him .