peacemafia

so no school today.. im glad.. its really starting to stress me out..
i actually SERIOUSLY considered finishing the semester and going to Vietnam to help build schools..
i really want to do something with my life that matters.. i want to help someone..
besides myself..
my life is all about me..
and my friends and drugs and school..
how selfish of me.. the world is such a fucked up place... how can i sit here..
living my life like im miserable.. when i obviously have it so much better so many people who probably deserve it more then me..
someone like me should really not be in a philosophy class..
its messing with my head..
damn