So much to be Thankful for! by Pax_

Wow. I didn't realize how long it has been since I wrote a blog! O.O;;

I'll start where I left off and try not to forget anything. :P

I ended the summer by going home so my little man could start school. It was much more relaxed than usual (which was weird considering it was the first time anyone saw me with my new hair color). I was so happy to see my mom and sister and to get to hang out with the bestie. It was a great way to end the summer. I got to go out to my grandfather's house and see what was left after the fire. It was the first time I had been out there in a couple of years and it was the one place that I truly considered home, so it was with a melancholy heart that I said goodbye to the old place. I also got my nipples pierced, which was awesome! I love them so much! :)

After that, I took about 2 months and just kind of relaxed. At the end of September, my set with the incredible @cdo came out! I shot it last Thanksgiving, about a week after I dyed my hair and I loved it. It was chilly and I had just gotten my thigh piece done the day before. I adore this set.

Then it was on to Boston. I had a fantastic trip! I cut off my phone and actually enjoyed the city. I might have fallen in love and hope that it's in my future to go back. The only pictures I took were of the apartment I was staying in. I've only shared one, simply because I want to keep the magic of my time there to myself (if that makes sense). But I wanted to say a proper goodbye, so this is what came of it.

There's something about that light that reflects the sadness I felt at leaving and yet the joy that I was able to experience it. :)

After I came home, I suffered from severe anxiety caused by a number of things, so I took some time to get better and find ways to be okay with the situations I have found myself surrounded with. I started cooking and drawing, I've been doing a bunch of music exploration, and I started camming. Oddly enough, these things have helped me find an incredible balance and I'm truly glad that I took the time to get to know myself better. :) (And if you're interested in hanging out with me on cam, I'm on chaturbate.com on and off. I will post a link at the bottom of this blog.)

I've also been spending a lot of time with the lovely SG ladies here in Vegas. We've gone out a couple of times and I can't tell you how truly grateful I am to have all of these wonderful women in my life. I got to be present for the lovely @marajade's wedding and learned how to gorge on corn with the super adorable @bixton. :) I've gone drinking with @empress_ and zip-lining with the super cool @medusa. I got to have brunch the other day with my beauties @lucid, @marajade, @bixton and I got to meet @bradley (she is rad as fuck), @myca (who has stolen my heart, I just want to snuggle her!), and I finally got to meet the gorgeous @oliviablack after a year of passing messages back and forth. :) I get to see all of these lovelies at the next Blackheart Burlesque show on Friday and I can't be more excited. (I'm also really bad about taking photos, because I'm always too stoked to be hanging out with these babes to remember something like pictures.)

I also started working and got approached by a modeling agent. I have an audition on Saturday and I'm kind of excited! I've been doing some more non-SG shooting, but it's mostly just been fun stuff. It would be kind of cool to start getting paid for shooting. :) I also got back the set I shot at the beginning of the summer with the incredible @arifp and I'm fairly sure that it is my best set yet! Here's a sneak peek:

And now, random picture time! :P

All the selfies! :P

My next set, Undine, comes out around Valentine's Day, so keep your eyes peeled for it! @psypher shot it and I love it so so much! I can't wait for you guys to see it!