Never on here much at all, anymore. Went to put flowers on my father's grave with my mom, sister, and my nephew today. Yesterday was the 8 year anniversary of when he took his life. It's still not any easier, but I no longer hold onto any feelings of anger about it. I wish it hadn't happened, but in a way I completely understand and accept his decision. I realize that being angry about it for so long was selfish on my part. It was nice to spend the entire day with my family. I might just have to start logging on here, more than once or twice every couple of months, until my account expires. Still not sure if I'm going to renew or not.
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Miss you. Take care.