God-fucking-dammit! Feeling pretty pathetic right now. I've been spending time with a lady friend for the past couple of months, who wasn't looking for a serious relationship....let myself start crushing on her pretty fucking hard, then tonight, AFTER a date, was told she was KINDA seeing someone else and didn't see this going anywhere. The worst part is, I'm not even mad....just heart-broken (by no fault but my own) and naive for asking her out tonight when I had a feeling shit was fucked. Thank the fuck christ I have enough Spiced Jack, PBR, and Lightnin' Hopkins to pass the fuck out tonight. 