patrice

Mind losses...

I loose memories every once in a while.

When something bad happens to me. My mind erases it all.
It always cuts too much though.

Nothing happened today and, still, I just lost everything again. It gets to me like once a year.

I try to keep a straight face, but inside, I wish I could just get up, scream and start runing.

I don't know what it is. Usually, it's when something really bad happens. Now, nothing happened.
I forget everything. I'm trying to point out exactly what I forgot this time, but obviously I can't.

When it happens, I'm just like a person out of a car crash. I know all the basics (what's a tomato and how to get to a precise street), but about my life and people or actions its completly blur.

I'm cold and I wish I could sleep...my friends aren''t picking up.