patissier

it's crazy how feelings come rushing back. i was looking at an old photo of my high school sweetheart earlier today, and out of the blue she called. i haven't spoken to her in several years and never planned on seeing her again. we were each others first "true loves" and has that usually goes the brake up was long and outright hurtful. she has married and divorced and has a child now. her life is nothing as i suspected it might be. although, i guess i never really thought about what would become of her (other than wishing her constant pain and suffering after the brake).

it's true that time heels all wounds as cliche as that is.

i'm not sure how i feel for her now. i guess i wish the best for her. the short lived conversation was off tempo and rather bland as if left in a room with someone you barely know, forced to make small talk.

life goes on whether you're in it or not, and that may be the most distrubing feeling i'm left with after talking to her. i'm sure she now has her closure and understands that that peroid of our lives is over. i do.

farewell old friend.