So.. my comment today.. just shoot me in the fucking head...
Okay, so I don't totally mean that literally.. but seriously.. i wish the floor would swallow me, or I'd get eaten by wild wolves and get reincarnated as a house cat or something. Was in a meeting today that went way south.. I got verbally attacked, looked down upon, criticized, had to deal with bloody lawyers and here I've done my job so above and beyond it's not even fucking funny. Did I mention the meeting was 5.5 hours long over lunch time with no lunch break.. I was held almost an hour past my contract hours without pay and yeah.. I'll be calling my union first thing in the morning.
Also looks like a may have to transfer to a different position. Not exactly my ideal situation. But I have to do what I have to do to protect myself.
So yeah.. need to see my counselor.. definitely before I like lose it and start doing art and cutting off my ears or something... I just can't handle it anymore. I don't even want to do my job anymore. I feel like totally giving up and just saying "Yeah.. you're right.. I suck... so good luck with everything."
SIGH
Okay, so I don't totally mean that literally.. but seriously.. i wish the floor would swallow me, or I'd get eaten by wild wolves and get reincarnated as a house cat or something. Was in a meeting today that went way south.. I got verbally attacked, looked down upon, criticized, had to deal with bloody lawyers and here I've done my job so above and beyond it's not even fucking funny. Did I mention the meeting was 5.5 hours long over lunch time with no lunch break.. I was held almost an hour past my contract hours without pay and yeah.. I'll be calling my union first thing in the morning.
Also looks like a may have to transfer to a different position. Not exactly my ideal situation. But I have to do what I have to do to protect myself.
So yeah.. need to see my counselor.. definitely before I like lose it and start doing art and cutting off my ears or something... I just can't handle it anymore. I don't even want to do my job anymore. I feel like totally giving up and just saying "Yeah.. you're right.. I suck... so good luck with everything."
SIGH
And you're only allowed to cut your ears off if you start painting, then it's justified.
You going to Gasparilla this weekend?