partythighs

im going back to seattle tomorow. should be interesting, probably kind of strange. mostly im just packing things up, but more than that im really happy to be seeing my mother. things have been so much better since i moved out with her. hopefully we can keep this trip argument free. i'll be happy to see my friends again too, if they make time for me. i got books for the trip, and i have to run prints today for the hurricane benefit. i got a second job today, hopefully saying that doesnt jinx it. market research, i start thursday. i dont mind the yogurt job so much anymore either, now that my district manager leaves me alone. i think maybe things are starting to come together. hopefully soon i will have some money. matt is freaking out and wants to go back to seattle; whether temporarily or permanently i do not know. i dont know if he will go at all; i dont know if he will fuck us over when he does so. he had this meltdown about not having a job or friends or knowledge of the city- i personally found it to be ridiculous. he had a job on monday and he quit on tuesday. we havent even been here a month- i dont have any friends either. but thats okay, thats part of moving. i dunno, im not going to worry about it. i think i want to try and shoot another set this winter, but i dunno what my concept will be. things to think about. i have to clean for my mother now. or after oprah maybe.