partythighs

i watched deep throat the other day. it was really ridiculous, but matt thought it was sexy. everything had dissolved with everyone, im moving in january to god knows where. i want to stay in portland, i know that. im looking at the mercury but its not that promising. therefore i am keeping both jobs, even though working at ross may actually be the worst thing ever. matt is watching a live dvd of pearl jam, but its new, so i am finding it a little dull. i have trouble actually watching live performances. i like listening to them, but just watching them on a tv screen can be a little dull to me. a lot of people dont like music videos, but i really like a lot of them- arty ones, naturally. i like sonic youths ridiculous videos- i rented corporate ghost, but didnt watch that much of it. i also finally saw magnolia, which i really loved. although the part with the frogs was very upsetting.