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Fear and Loathing in Duluth Mn

So it is offically officall.....I Have been designated to the federal minimum security work camp in duluth minnesota for a period of 15 months..Its federall time so i will be doing 85 percent of that time,,,,So roughlt 12 and a half months..Its the cushest place to ever do time so i am not scared for my saftey i can do the time..
Im scared for my family and my beautiful GF serendipity...This is the scariest thing u could possibly ever imagine aside from having a fatal ilness..Ugh i can barley even think about how hard it will be for her this next year...We have grown so atached..I think we are ment to be toghther i feel it..I just wish we would have met a few months before like we were supposed to and i feel like i wouldnt be in this situation she makes me wana be a better man..i feel like i would have stopped doing what i was doing...UGGHHHH well if ifs and butts u know... I hope i can keep it together for this next year and be the man i wana be for her when i get out..