Tuesday Aug 02, 2005

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I am so confused right now that I don't even know what to write. I've now been in Denver since Friday and I've wanted to write in here so I can get things out and hopefully be able to deal with them but I just haven't had the words to express myself. This feeling is so damn strange. Everything here is foreign and strange to me. I can't ever get comfortable. When I was at home in Indy, I knew where everything was. I had friends to call for fun. I didn't really ever get bored because I always knew things to do. Now I'm just sitting here with this sick feeling in my stomach when I think of a few people back home. Even just hanging out watching TV doesn't feel natural. I think the biggest problem is that I don't feel like I'm at home. I can't think of anything else really to say. I just feel uncomfortable. I think I'm going to go take a really long shower and try to relax.
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sentri:
Welcome to the neighborhood. I think it'd be a waste of time to try and give you advice. You seem to have a pretty solid handle on what the problem is, regardless of whether you can express it or not. So, I'll just say this. Feel free to consider me a local friend if ever you want somebody to chat with.
vkeithv:
i know how you feel. i was lucky and that i knew a lot of people before moving out here, so that was a big plus. i moved out here to get away from the midwest and out of chicago (i lived there the year before moving here). the other reason was to climb more. i've been out here so many times to climb, i figured it was time to move here. though, i've been so busy with work i haven't climbed much outside the gym this summer. lame, i know. i spend too much time in denver.
over winter i couldn't wait to get back out here. the weather here was so much nicer than indy and chicago (-15 while i was visiting-and that's not windchill).

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