paragon

Good lord!!! Some people just kill me. Why is it that I finally have a female prospect in my life and I think she has way too many issues to pursue. When we are hanging out all I can think of is how awesome she is and how much I just want to grab hold of her and have some fun. But whenever she leaves and I actually think about things, I get whigged out and tell myself that I need to cut this at the source before I regret it. Pasts suck... how do you tell if someone is out of the bad past that they have or they are still in it and just saying they've learned?
I'm done... can't think anymore.