paradoxia

Bloomington it was all about the protest at the FBI building my friends dressed up in homeland security uniforms put on some guerilla street performance great stuff next day got fucked over by this bitch can't believe I couldn't tell she was a compulsive liar beforehand also recited my poetry on the street for the first time was so used to sharing my stuff on the simple internet so I got a little shaky. Felt like I was born again for a while, though it all evened out with the paranoia flirting. Hard to be this expansive but I'm not gonna "go back" so it's hard sometimes, ok, so I lose everything and I forget where I am and directions/structure/procedure it's all like French to me the people stare they know that something is off so it's hard sometimes to walk into stores and buy what I need I'll get freaked out because there's this whole new world that I've found and it has nothing to do with the world around me.

Gonna be from the future you might as well dress like it show it share it fuck all exclusive bullshit once and for all I say go for it guess what's coming in a few years it's happening now actually can you feel it?

Liberation of the Greyhound corporation nation snuck on bus to Chicago hooked up with friend Ariel went to mind blowing party at Burkhart Underground wandered around by myself a bit chilled on a playground went to a slam got in an argument with a bus driver.

Next it's liberating another Greyhound heading to Arcata for 420 festival meeting up with friend Matt maybe Josh hitching to Santa Cruz meeting up with internet magickal buddies Jason and SM can't wait for the Psychedelic Confrence in SF and Autonomous Mutant Fest and Burning Man and *especially* the gathering in Phoenix with my fellow new aeon people.

But I still haven't decided where I'm gonna live yet there are no warehouses in Bloomington still I could make a big name for myself there pretty quickly but why not store my shit at my moms in Florida and take off for new countries I mean fuck Amerika I mean there's so much more out there.

My cheek piercings don't want to heal. They've been all crusty for almost two months now. Was just told that it wasn't a good idea to get pierced with rings in that area. Hope I don't need to take these things out. Hope I can put in barbells soon.

It's lonely when you're a separatist who doesn't agree with that whole war thing, because you get accused of displaying "the war mentality" when all you want to display is the psychic division. Damn hippies.