Well I am doing much better since I am pretty much off all my pain meds and hopeing I am done with going through withdraw from them. . . It has been a very ruff time for me and I couldnt even think straight or even have hope of a better life/future. . . I am praying that it is over so I can get...
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rhanarose:
Here's to you 
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!!Ok so it has been awhile since my last entry. . .I have met this amazing lady that has just swept me off my feet with out warning!!!! The only problem is we both have fears from our past relationships that just seem to be getting in the way of progress. . . At least we are able to talk about everything with each other...
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pappa69:
How is everyone? I am trying to keep myself together cos my Sweethearts fear got the best of her and she is running thinking I would just up and leave her and hurt her like those before me. . . I dont know what else to add other than your thoughts and prayers are needed. . . Thank You
lethal:
thanks for give u love on my new set
Here I am Monday will be two weeks since I had back surgery. I am doing very well and most of the pain is gone!!! Hope everyone is having a great weekend cos I know I am!!! I have been spending time with a very special lady that has come into my life and oh how I love it!!! It has been eight years since...
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chniki:
Goodness, thank you so much for the comment. <3
pappa69:
I went for my 2 week follow up yesterday and the surgeon said everything looks great!!! I am at home now and so nice to be there cos I must say I was getting a little home sick. . . I met this really wonderful lady and we went out a couple of times and spent the day together and I must say it was very nice!!! I feel so alive when I am with her!!! It is too bad that not to long ago she was really hurt by her ex and now I am paying for what he done cos she is scared that I will do the same to her. . .I really want to be with her and not sure how to help her see that I am not going to hurt her. . .Anyone have advice please share it with me. . .Other than that I am doing ok but get borred cos I cant do much until my back has healed. . .HUGS to all my SG Freinds; Jerry
Hope everyone is having a great weekend!!! I go for more back surgery tomorrow and when done the lower half of my spine will be one peice. . .ouch. . .I just hope it get rid of the constant pain that I am in all the time. I will be thinking of all of you while in the hospital and missing you!!! Hope my recovery...
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pappa69:
It is a new day and another day into my recovery. . .I am getting a little home sick cos I am staying at freinds until I am able to drive. . .miss my place although I would be stuck there alone. . .still no place like home. . .I have been going through this emmotional time after a major surgery and it is really not fun. I thought that after the surgery I would be more happy and focused on the furture and what it has in store for me but I find it hard to keep my head up and be positive. Thanks to all of you, each day gives me something to look forward to with the new posts, comments and hopefuls. Again I must say Thank You!!! HUGS; Jerry
macarena:
thanks for blessing me!
and please take it easy, you will came back soon to your place, just one step at a time
and please take it easy, you will came back soon to your place, just one step at a time