Hi there,
Okie dokie, so I finally finished my DUI treatment & will be starting my aftercare & community service soon. I'm hoping that I'll be able to finish my community service fast enough though so that hopefully i can head to Alaska in the late summer/early fall for a couple weeks. Fingers crossed. Either way it's one thing knocked out of the way on the list of things I have to do, right.
I've been dating again. I am now currently seeing two people (they both know about each other & are ok w/ it), one of them I have been involved w/ on & off for years & the other is new (we actually did not like each other when we first met though). Things have been going pretty smooth although I do realize that I want one much more than the other & I am really afraid of now hurting the one that I've had all this history (not a pleasant history w/ for the most part, but a history w/ none the less) w/. He has changed alot now that he is happier w/ his life and himself. Unfortunately, I also realize I can't have the one that I want or at least not all in the senses that I want I think. Been thinking about the new one much more and way too often (I miss him alot when he's not around).So confusing. I have realized though from the past & diff areas of life that I really shouldn't think on it that much because everything has a way of working itself out & what is meant to be is what is meant to be. Oh well, guess I'll just have to see how it goes.
Money has still been hard, but getting better. So thats a bright note. Still trying to work the bankruptcy out. My lawyer has informed me that I might have to take a credit counseling course or something to get this to go through.
I have also learned that when I start my aftercare that all of us in group will be subject to random breathalyser & saliva tests now (as well as my random urine drops 2 a year that I already receive through my social services officer) so this is really going to interfere w/ my days off unfortunately. Sux that it has to be like this, considering its my first offense. Ugh.
Hopefully, will be working on a new set for this site sometime this month. Fingers crossed.
Okie dokie, so I finally finished my DUI treatment & will be starting my aftercare & community service soon. I'm hoping that I'll be able to finish my community service fast enough though so that hopefully i can head to Alaska in the late summer/early fall for a couple weeks. Fingers crossed. Either way it's one thing knocked out of the way on the list of things I have to do, right.
I've been dating again. I am now currently seeing two people (they both know about each other & are ok w/ it), one of them I have been involved w/ on & off for years & the other is new (we actually did not like each other when we first met though). Things have been going pretty smooth although I do realize that I want one much more than the other & I am really afraid of now hurting the one that I've had all this history (not a pleasant history w/ for the most part, but a history w/ none the less) w/. He has changed alot now that he is happier w/ his life and himself. Unfortunately, I also realize I can't have the one that I want or at least not all in the senses that I want I think. Been thinking about the new one much more and way too often (I miss him alot when he's not around).So confusing. I have realized though from the past & diff areas of life that I really shouldn't think on it that much because everything has a way of working itself out & what is meant to be is what is meant to be. Oh well, guess I'll just have to see how it goes.
Money has still been hard, but getting better. So thats a bright note. Still trying to work the bankruptcy out. My lawyer has informed me that I might have to take a credit counseling course or something to get this to go through.
I have also learned that when I start my aftercare that all of us in group will be subject to random breathalyser & saliva tests now (as well as my random urine drops 2 a year that I already receive through my social services officer) so this is really going to interfere w/ my days off unfortunately. Sux that it has to be like this, considering its my first offense. Ugh.
Hopefully, will be working on a new set for this site sometime this month. Fingers crossed.
fatality:
Your dating life sounds like mine