paperdoll

ahhh! LAST NIGHT WAS INSANE! it rocked. got dragged to a show i didnt really want to see and some how managed to make friends with the bass player from the A.K.A.s. soooo hot. ended up at an after party. it was nuts, such a good time. i am sore ALL OVER. but the good kind of sore, the kind that reminds you how much...
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its official, i have 3 jobs and no free time.

i had a dream last night that i had talking glasses!

they were thick and round and latched onto my face and talked to me about torys and wigs [the british parliment parties]

and Jess Pel and i worked at cvs together and she kept whispering nasty things about my glasses but telling me they were really cool.

and the god dmaned glasses WOULDNT SHUT...
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why are all the cute ones so young?

so, i was eating a fruit cup when i bit down on something hard. i soon discovered it was the barbell to one of my tounge rings and was at least relived that it was not a tooth. but i seem to have swallowed the ball. so, i felt quite lopsided with only one tounge ring in and was talking funny. i went to put...
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the past keeps sneeking up on me. its getting a little bit annoying.

i'm sick now too. though it might just be allergies, but i dont want to get out of bed and i'm supposed to go to providence tonight.

i went to an earth day clean up at eastons beach today. such a pretty morning for a walk on the beach. it made my...
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i took a bath so long today that 2 hours later my toes are still wrinkled.

i dont really post here very often. if you want to know about me go to my live journal.

when good days go bad


there is so much that i want to say right now that i am incapable of articulating.

melancholy. anxiety. boredom. fear. loathing. frustration. repression. denial. desperation. depression. nightmares. fear. worthlessness. deprivation. anger. guilt.



and i fucking hate fat, old, bored cops with nothing better to do at 2 am than harass little girls who didn't break the law!

badge #...
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