papaspank

hello boys and girls, don't be blue. I wrote this blog just for you! I'm drunk! hahaha. oh man. so. I found some good cheap beer (perfect 10). well. the first beer was good. by the end of the second I thought maybe it was gross just because it was the end..but the beginning of the third was just as gross...so I chugged it...and then I had another.....but really it was kinda like having five because they were 7.1% what a good dael. things got a lil fuzzy anfther that. the man at the liquour store was kinda strange. the place was amallwer then my appartment buyt he fighured that I needed his helpf figurung where the beer was. and followed me around and told me all the prices. but. when was leaving he was like" now you knowe where stuff is so you can fund int on you rown. shit. this is some slpooy tyoing. I need to eat more and then maybe not drink so much in such a short time....mayb spread it out....enjoy the drink perhanps. h. soh. gowakamolie + veggie meat+ mustard + tortila crumbs make the best sandwichs ever. EVERH@! all it was misisng was zoy cheese....then we went out and I orederd water. apparently I was really polite. the server could not refuse me. she kpet brinikgn me wanter whith lemo.n. curtis said I was in like flyn. sweet. I tipped her cuz she was nice and bright me water with lemos. lemosn. lemons. ahha.

sp. in other newxs. I am doing alright in case you were wondering. Mila and I are hangin out and it seems to be going fine. not too ackweard. I wont' lie though. I'm still madly in love with her. but. I guess that's my fault for not talking about things sooner. think I would learn. but. silly mark gets scared and thinks that girls won't want to be with him once they learn that he loves them. bad past expereiinces? We should have talke d though. not that things would be different.b ut. who knows. what do I know... I've been drinking.

but. It hink it's funny. the girls that I date seem to think that I'm amazing and wonderful. and it's not that there isn't anything to love...but. they don't want to be with me. or love me. makes me wonder what is wrong with me.

but. I should go to bed. holly will be mad if I show up to work drunk and tired. bad enought atht I'm alwasy tired when we got o work. I called ehr today and she said that she loves me when I'm drunk. and then said that we have a hard day tomoor w and I betert be ready to work. ha! I was born dready....to...um....not work. stupid 137th....not oo bad. mulch is easy to cut. mabe I'll ust make andy cut...and I can pick...but picking is borking...I like cutting. but sometimes it hurts m hadns....at least I know now to sto[ wen that happens. last year my hands h urts for moths hafter. if it gets band again, I guess I'll just have to quit. start my career. shame though. well.by that I mean. owkr is work. I can find ork anywehre. but. finding somehwne who you can see you spenidng a good cunck of your lrife with. traveling with.someone who you click with. great chemestry. a companion. to love. that....is a little tricker. and I've lost that. but. I shouldn't think so mcuh. I should be sleeping. I want to spoon.