papaspank

Note: blog one is from around 2 saturday morning. blog number two is from around 10 saturday night.

You would think after having my heart broken once in the past year that..well...maybe it wouldn't hurt the second time around. but....maybe that was just wishful thinking. because it hurts....a lot. I don't regret it. I don't regret loving her. I only wish it could have lasted longer. Just one more month. one more week. one more day. one more hour. one more second. one more touch. one more hug. one more kiss. I feel weak and I can't breathe...

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Today is your lucky day dear viewer! yes yes, that's right. step right up, step right up. Today for one day only, that's right. one day only you get not one. noooo sir. not one but two blogs from the infamous Might Mak Mayhem for the price of one! and you might be asking yourself: how can he do it? how can he give you, the reader, such a great bargain? I'll tell you how....because he's so noble, so selfless that he has decided...aw...fuck it...

so today I started my second job. a tasty lil 12 hour shift. pretty good considering it was supposed to be a 15 hour shift. nicer still since I haven't slept since thursday night. and I can't really eat. but. back to this job. basically I rode around in a golf cart all day...going as fast as I possible could, hitting every bump that I possibly could. and yes. that included a pair of tasty speed bumps. oh man. soooo much fun. oh....and they gave me a walkie talkie...oh man...big mistake. *chrrrr* this is Might Mak Mayhem over *chrrrr* but the work is so boring. Holly and I ended up collecting empty bottles n such...gather some extra income if you will. The other shifts will prove to be less entertaining...maybe...mostly because they're night shifts. and we'll be properly stationed at a set location and not racing around in the golf carts. but. I need to be out. and I need to not be thinking. in fact. I need to be sleeping. good night dear readers...I must crash and burn.