panzerman

My face is a skull, because you peeled the skin off.
My bones are dust, because you crushed them underfoot.
My mind is a nightmare or twisting, spiralling thoughts.
My body is wrecked, defeated, kapitulated.
Your mind slices me and your toungue burns me like acid.

And yet still I love you.

Some days I really just feel like loading up and pulling the trigger.
Today is such a day.

I feel like such a tool. I think I have somehow managed to hurt someone, and I am not sure quite how I did...allI can say, as I know you will read this, is that I really do value your friendship and I miss you terribly...so, i do hope you will be back along. I have seen what you put in yuor blog and its...
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The next week or so is going to be difficult.
Next week I am going to a big military show, and my ex will be there - the one girl I ever loved, and the one who not only broke my heart, but tore it up, burned it and fed it to the pigs.
This is the one who dumped me over msn on new...
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What a terrible week. My grandfathers health is failing and my dad is being a total cock...I give up.

Um, so here I am...this is me...no idea what to put in this really. I have Lj and FB and myspace and all that anyway...so...um...yeah, ask me? LOL.