pantsonfire

attention all ladies:

now that i have your attention, let me direct you to the newest single guy in bay view. that's right; me.

it was just time to downgrade our status to friends, and i know how that is such a cliche' to say "just friends" but that's what the only option really was at this point. i'm happy, she's happy, nobody got...
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so why is having a car the most difficult thing in life? for real, i'm not shitting you, i am like fucked when it comes to car ownership, i just can't do it with the amount of money i make.

i guess to have a decent car you need to spend a fuckload of money on it initially, spend a fuckload of money every month...
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v.d. means valentines day. so mine was a real hoot. i drank a lot on sunday night, so much in fact that i woke up monday really drunk still at noon and had an hour to get to work. i stopped in for my morning coffee at the grop and it was pretty obvious that i was still drunk. i was scared i was going...
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fuck 9AM workdays. please.......

so i didn't watch napoleon dynamite yet. i'll get to it even if i have to incur a late fee to do so. that's a promise.

today i get off work early, and i have the entire afternoon to work on some embryonic songs that have been marinating in my head for a week or so.

maybe i'll smoke some weed...
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tonight i will no longer be the last person on earth NOT to see napoleon dynamite. that is, bucky's super video finally had it in stock, now tonight's the night to make it alright.

bitches!

tough week for me.

i made a lot of headway, though. had to say some things to a few people that really needed to be said, pressure's easing up a little bit. a lot of uncomfortaable situations are resolving because i finally grew a pair and actually confronted these people sincerely (i high-lited this word because i will come baack to this theme in a...
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weekend off. first time in recent memory. like august, i think. i'm not bouncing, i'm not doing the deli thing, i'm just going to do my own thing and try to eat food and not get so drunk. i need this weekend to recharge the bricks (video geek slang for batteries)

anyway, please come see me at cactus club, on monday february 7th. i will...
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it's been a long time since i've been in a relationship. granted, there was the summer fling with k, but that was so short lived that it doesn't deserve much attention as a relationship. but my current thing has been active about five months, long enough for misunderstandings to occur.

i forgot about those, it's been so long. it sucks. i watch my back when...
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i fucking hate paying for coffee. it's hit or miss at the grop. haalf the employees hook me up; which is the way it should be, after all, i was one of them. the other half charge me full price, no employee discount even. total bullshit.

last night was the company party for my girl's work. free wine, a great dinner (rare truffle-seared tenderloin over...
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i've been tense lately, high strung and on the verge of meltdown, which isn't like me at all. is mars in retrograde? that shit fucks with me every time i swear.....

there's karaoke tonight but i can't go because i have to work early tomorrow and i have this bad habit of staying at the bar way past close and feeling shitty in the morning....
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