pantsonfire

what a weird week. full of bad vibes at places i'm usually welcomed at. the whole 'crush on a friend" scenario was bound to blow up sometime and the shit is hitting the fan right now (i think - it's not like anyone's talking about it) i'm not hurt, just a little down. she's putting some distance between herself and me and i guess that's the way it has to be.......

i'm so behind on work and life right now. buried under a pile of laundry and no will to actually visit the basement where i have a load of clean, dry laundry waiting to be taken upstairs. i'm wearing the same clothes i've been wearing since tuesday and i don't think i smell too rotten yet.

in other news, i got my bridge pierced today. it's my first ever piercing and it was a lot easier than i thought it would be. i was pretty nervous when she got me in the chair, and even more nervous when the clamps were put in place. i thought it would bleed into my eyes, but it didn't even bleed. how cool is that?

so tonight i have no idea what's up. i'll probably just drink, but where? i'll figure something out......

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get this!! she's going out tonight with the fucking 7-11 guy!!

and i leave for mad-town in just a few, hence the lack of a real journal entry.

keep it real, motherfuckers!!