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holy crap!

it's my birthday tomorrow, but i'll be doing the majority of the celebrating tonight at the cactus. it's monday, my favorite night to go out and have a few drinks. 90210 will be played, my best girl will sit beside me, and the love will drip on my aura like peach juice off a chin on one of those summer days when nothing's...
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synnove:
soooooo... how was your birthday?!
squire:
Dood. Are you still driving up with me to the Madison party?
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egads! day seven is in progress and it seems as if the exdperiment is going well. i've gone on the patch before, & usually the nights are full of vivid dreams, some good, some bad, but this time around i haven't had any "patch dreams" to speak of. maybe they will show up on week #2.

overall it's been an enjoyable week. my clothes would...
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squire:
Stalker!! eeek Stop waiting for me to post.
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my journals are going to be fucking lame until my nicotine withdrawl has been beaten down to managable levels. there's nothing funny about being a nonsmoker. the same jokes i could tell as a smoker to thunderous guffaws recieve but feeble chuckles as a nonsmoker. instead of trying to entertain, i now hole up in my "crib" as the hip-hoppers call it and watch whatever...
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need2xcap2:
your doing better than most poeple i know....keep it up and you'll do fine!

kiss
squire:
Be strong pants. You're becoming my inspiration to quit too.

I get teeary whenever I see the end of the episode where Homer's mom leaves again for the hippie underground. Homer is sitting on his car looking at the stars and he seems so sad.
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so today i went on the nicotene patch. i had no choice, i was sick as a dog yesterday and i could barely smoke. my lungs were in severe pain as the ill effects of 11 years of smoking kick in and make me feel like shit.

this isn't the first time i've tried to quit. i had a pretty good go at it back...
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squire:
Oh my. You're a braver soul than I my friend. biggrin
monet:
oh hunnay, i miss you so much. Hey my best friend lives in bay view now. So i'll be on that side of town more often. I can see you!! Take care of yourself sweetie. I'm really happy about your quitting. I hope you can stick with it. kiss
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i feel good about this week.

that's about it, boys & girls. ARRR!!!
need2xcap2:
good to hear!

kiss
squire:
*cue James Brown*

ARRR!!!
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what's the difference between a cleveland steamer and a hot carl? i got confused last night. help, please.

I FUCKING NEED TO KNOW THIS IT"S SO MOTHERFUCKING IMPORTANT, MOTHERFUCKS!!!!
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doctashock:
You know I used to know, but quite honestly I haven't had a reason to know the differennce so I forgot.
wardy:
Hot Carl: poop on the face

Cleveland Steamer: poop btw breasts and then titty fucking

smile
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little bit of a gap inbetween journal entries this time. i'll never have the journal readership of a synnove or a punknitemike, or even an esquire, but as i've always said, "i gotta be me!"

what duration of time is a fortnight? i've never figured that out, and i'd like to know so i can bring that word into my everyday bantering.

so...
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zoop:
Good to know things are....umm.......good. And 5 pages? That's a Herculean attempt for me.
squire:
Yeah, me and Synnove are definately neck and neck in the competition for greatest number of journal comments. whatever 'Cause, you know, I'm an SG supahstaaahh!!!!

Fortnight is two weeks. Fourscore is 80 of whatever it is you're talkin' about.

You totally got screened on Sunday. It was a rough weekend and by Sunday I was having a hard time with verbal communication. But you weren't the only one.

So who are you playing with? Is it my friend Stinky from high school? Heh. Your entry kinda makes it sound like I'm from Omaha. I'm here to put an end to that misconception. ESQUIRE IS NOT FROM OMAHA. HE MIGHT HAVE SLEPT THERE ONCE ON A ROAD TRIP TO COLORADO, BUT THAT IS IT. There. I feel better. Not that there's anything wrong with Omaha. I'm sure its a fine place. tongue wink

I'm pretty clear this week so let me know what's shakin'.
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am i bored all the time because i'm boring? is it the time of the year's fault, maybe?

fuck, i'm such a loser without a car. i can't do shit at all without a car. i had to bum a ride to the fucking grocery store last night because i had no food. i guess i can ride the bus to work, but when it...
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cece:
i miss my car. it's in storage in wisconsin. i fly back every so often just because i miss it.
bkwill:
Is it that you are attracted to girls who want to be left alone, or girls that you can't just have for one reason or another. I find that I often wants things I can't have and that longing after them fullfills something, but in the end is not what I need, or truly want.
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attention all ladies:

now that i have your attention, let me direct you to the newest single guy in bay view. that's right; me.

it was just time to downgrade our status to friends, and i know how that is such a cliche' to say "just friends" but that's what the only option really was at this point. i'm happy, she's happy, nobody got...
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evanx:
I'd date you...but I'm a dude....and attached.... Sorry. tongue
squire:
Single? Sweet! Now I can move in an get me some Joey love!

[Edited on Feb 23, 2005 4:15PM]
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so why is having a car the most difficult thing in life? for real, i'm not shitting you, i am like fucked when it comes to car ownership, i just can't do it with the amount of money i make.

i guess to have a decent car you need to spend a fuckload of money on it initially, spend a fuckload of money every month...
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unique3:
OMG. I hear ya. thank god I have my car back. (after a week w/o it!) but now the problems start with money. somehow, taking and EXTRA $400 out of your bill money for your car leaves you w/o enough bill money. go figure. mad frown whatever

hope you get a ride soon!
rickets:
Your journal reminds me of a friend of mine. He was selling a car in the paper and somebody called, identifying himself as a student from the neighborhood. He asked my friend if he could "front" him the car for a while.

Hope it works out better for you. I don't blame you for not wanting to bike Milwaukee in the middle of Feb.
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v.d. means valentines day. so mine was a real hoot. i drank a lot on sunday night, so much in fact that i woke up monday really drunk still at noon and had an hour to get to work. i stopped in for my morning coffee at the grop and it was pretty obvious that i was still drunk. i was scared i was going...
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zoop:
V.D. also means veneral disease. Coincidence?
squire:
You make me sick with all that mushiness. Why don't you go fuck yourself? tongue

Sorry I missed your call. I just got the message last night along with messages from 5 other people who called last weekend. Including one that was a friend in crisis. So yeah time to lobby for a new cell phone provider. whatever
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fuck 9AM workdays. please.......

so i didn't watch napoleon dynamite yet. i'll get to it even if i have to incur a late fee to do so. that's a promise.

today i get off work early, and i have the entire afternoon to work on some embryonic songs that have been marinating in my head for a week or so.

maybe i'll smoke some weed...
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need2xcap2:
Happy Valentines Day!!!!!!!

kiss

cupidsvictim:
okay, i couldn't help but notice you said "a pig's penis is 14" long, that's like 5 times my own." i couldn't help it, i did the math.

hahaha. tongue