I have my own room now, my ex is in the spare room and everything feels wrong but right. I fully believe this is for the best but it's hard to find myself again. I know who we were as a couple. All of our dysfunction, love, routines. Our life is what I know. I lost myself in the last for years. Bits and pieces at a time, I let go of who I was. I now have to rebuild who I am as an individual. My strength, faults, dreams... I have to find an admit them all over again. So one day at a time. Keeping my head up, mostly, and moving forward with my life.
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jeanbean:
Hugs
signspoint2fail:
I went through this earlier this year. As terrible as it probably is for you right now, it may end up being fun later. Like I completely fucking forgot that I love movies because my ex didn't like them. So I went out and bought the first two movies of The Hobbit and had a great time catching up on some awesome nerdyness. I hope things go well for you:)