My relationship has ended. Not in a bad, toxic, wwiii at home kind of way. There was no fight, no mean words.
After 1.5 years of struggling to keep our lives together... It was time to realize we were not going to get back what we had in the beginning. There is no blame to lay, so I will not say too much. We want different things out of life, right now and in the future.
This has been a long time coming for us. I feel like we have both known for a long time. It's just, how do you storage after so long. Our lives have been each other. Our living situation, our finances, our families. Everything is tied together.
One step at a time. One night alone at a time. Mornings and nights and meals without kissing. Leaving the room without so much as a word to the other. Knowing people are going to go after my gf right away... there's so many little things that make this difficult.
We will stay friends. We will continue to support each other until we can sort everything out.
