hello again, its been some time. i was on holiday back home without a computer for a while, it was dire. (not, i hasten to add, because of the lack of computer). i met up with some old friends which was nice but most off the time there was no one around and i was moping around in the house. as soon as i got...
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peggy:
I miss you.
peggy:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!! 
panicfunction:
peak district climbing pictures
panicfunction:
pictures i have made (probably wi
well, the conference was actually rather fun, very little sleep, a lot of alcohol, and even some interesting lectures. this week has been a hurry to finish things off before the easter break. we finally finished filming, though some of the shots were a bit botched, and were ready to start editing when we get back.
at the conference i wrote a couple of poems....
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at the conference i wrote a couple of poems....
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peggy:
I'm missed you.....are you still there?
nolovetildeath:
Hey man Im sure you have been too busy to get on the computer. Hope all is well with you. Let me know. Later NLTD
Well the day was very busy. just had a wonderful bath though and feeling mellow.
We were filming again today, probably one of the most pivotal scenes in the film, however it was fraught with difficulties, we finally found a brilliant location but it took ages to set things up and then half way through filming we ran out of tape (we now have over...
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We were filming again today, probably one of the most pivotal scenes in the film, however it was fraught with difficulties, we finally found a brilliant location but it took ages to set things up and then half way through filming we ran out of tape (we now have over...
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peggy:
What do they talk about during a bilingual conference?
nolovetildeath:
cool site man. Keep your chin up 
Am I ok?
I dont know.
So ive not posted for a while and i dont know why really, its been a strange few weeks. i cant say much has happened though ive been very busy, assignments and filming and such.
to be honest, (and i think i know why i havent posted, its to avoid being melodramatic or to seem like im moaning) ive...
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I dont know.
So ive not posted for a while and i dont know why really, its been a strange few weeks. i cant say much has happened though ive been very busy, assignments and filming and such.
to be honest, (and i think i know why i havent posted, its to avoid being melodramatic or to seem like im moaning) ive...
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cecibear143:
What exactly is it about yourself that makes you a monster? What do you hate about yourself? Do you really actually hate any specific things or do you just hate yourself as a whole? I find it much easier to find every single fault I can in the rest of the world rather then myself. I suggest you do the same. Buck up. I know it seems impossible. Been there. You don't have to buck up if you don't want to. Just try to love yourself. It really does feel quite good.
peggy:
Happy Green Day, I'm part Irish, here's some kisses....
Oh wooooooooo.
I got very fucked up last night. it was not good. not good at all. I got drunk, watched a few films and just randomly flipped out, went totally hysterical for no reason. i slashed my arm up pretty badly with some broken glass, cried and raged, put up some stupid posts and eventually left my room and found someone. i knocked on...
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I got very fucked up last night. it was not good. not good at all. I got drunk, watched a few films and just randomly flipped out, went totally hysterical for no reason. i slashed my arm up pretty badly with some broken glass, cried and raged, put up some stupid posts and eventually left my room and found someone. i knocked on...
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daddyx:
I like your pictures. I have no artistic talent whatsoever. None. I can code all day and night long, but try a simple animation, takes me weeks.... you have a gift, I like the flash. I don't know actionscript... i should learn... i hear its like javascript... anyway...
Consider doing a photo journal of your dalliances with self mutilation. It may help you to see things through someone elses eyes. Try seeing it through Caitlins eyes. Maybe do it online here.
Anyway good luck, remember the saying, if it hurts to lift your arm, don't lift your arm... don't drink alone...
Consider doing a photo journal of your dalliances with self mutilation. It may help you to see things through someone elses eyes. Try seeing it through Caitlins eyes. Maybe do it online here.
Anyway good luck, remember the saying, if it hurts to lift your arm, don't lift your arm... don't drink alone...
peggy:
are you ok?????
cry cry cry, ignore this, emotionality, read previous post, the tears mean nothing, i am drunk. and sad, ignore, run away
cecibear143:
Maybe if you go to sleep you'll wake up happy. Or at least less sad. I wish there was a word that would make all the bad stuff go away but I know it doesn't exist. Nice pics BTW.
barny:
*hugs*
not ignoring your post , not running away
go rest... if you can rest then it will all go away
not ignoring your post , not running away
go rest... if you can rest then it will all go away
ok so im very drunk now so if this make no sense, sorry.
i find it strange that the same phrases always come to me: go home, making babies, im just a man are just a few examples.
a fairly uneventful week but yesterday IT SNOWED. Wooooooo. I know everyone seems to hate snow but this was great. i havent had this good snow since...
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i find it strange that the same phrases always come to me: go home, making babies, im just a man are just a few examples.
a fairly uneventful week but yesterday IT SNOWED. Wooooooo. I know everyone seems to hate snow but this was great. i havent had this good snow since...
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Euw. Very gross: my girlfriend (who I should probably introduce and stop simply referring to as my girlfriend. Her name is Catrin, I dont have any pictures that she approves of unfortunately, but just imagine a very cute girl and there are probably some similarities) so Catrin and I discovered we both had head lice, picked up off her sister and so we spent last... Read More
peggy:
OMG!! That's so great....I feel almost like a muse... 
Catrin has such a pretty name....it'll be great when you can get some pics of the two of you together on here. (She may like those better than pics of just herself, although I'm sure she's a hottie!)
And about the cloning thing....I tried that, but my stuffed toy erased "cloning machine", re-wrote "time travel machine" and sent me back in time....took for ever to get back here.
Catrin has such a pretty name....it'll be great when you can get some pics of the two of you together on here. (She may like those better than pics of just herself, although I'm sure she's a hottie!)
And about the cloning thing....I tried that, but my stuffed toy erased "cloning machine", re-wrote "time travel machine" and sent me back in time....took for ever to get back here.
Feeling very poo right now.
Had a grand night out last night. It was the only night we get that's close to an alternative one so I got down to some serious boogying. It was slightly spoiled by some idiot making a comment about my girlfriend and i a little too loudly behind my back along the lines of "I wonder who does what in...
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Had a grand night out last night. It was the only night we get that's close to an alternative one so I got down to some serious boogying. It was slightly spoiled by some idiot making a comment about my girlfriend and i a little too loudly behind my back along the lines of "I wonder who does what in...
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peggy:
Good luck on the game idea.....I won't take it and sell it, but since you did post it, and at my request I might add, then I am going to play it for free....
nolovetildeath:
and a % you will get hahaha Just kidding. Good luck man sounds like a clever idea.peacy 
the tide is right
the wind blows prosperous
the time is for the sea again
the rough hewn waves again
the time is for collapsing,
spinning out towards the stars,
sextant in hand,
love unfurling in my heart
the time is for the ocean
and the caustic breeze
i'll learn to love again
become lean and hungry,
unknotted, assured
the wind blows prosperous
the time is for the sea again
the rough hewn waves again
the time is for collapsing,
spinning out towards the stars,
sextant in hand,
love unfurling in my heart
the time is for the ocean
and the caustic breeze
i'll learn to love again
become lean and hungry,
unknotted, assured
nolovetildeath:
Nice I like that man. Nice new pick too. I gotta get a digital camera. I got my pick off my tattoo artist web site Its all I have. Ohweel. One of theses days Ill get my hands on one. Take it sleezy! 