Love
Love is hard to find,
And when you give it
You might not receive it.
Then it will eat at your heart.
Love is extreme caring.
It feeds, it breathes,
It blinds, it dies.
Like an intense flame.
Love requires sacrifice.
A sacrifice that requires loss.
A lose that requires pain.
And a pain that requires sorrow.
Love gives temporary joy.
But when that...
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Love is hard to find,
And when you give it
You might not receive it.
Then it will eat at your heart.
Love is extreme caring.
It feeds, it breathes,
It blinds, it dies.
Like an intense flame.
Love requires sacrifice.
A sacrifice that requires loss.
A lose that requires pain.
And a pain that requires sorrow.
Love gives temporary joy.
But when that...
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An old dream I dug up.. wierd!
::I was driving in a suburb in Mesa at about 2 am. I was with a friend of mine (possibly Ren). I was headed north down a small road and I noticed something in the sky. The object looked like a comet. I pulled over to the side of the road and pointed it out to my friend....
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::I was driving in a suburb in Mesa at about 2 am. I was with a friend of mine (possibly Ren). I was headed north down a small road and I noticed something in the sky. The object looked like a comet. I pulled over to the side of the road and pointed it out to my friend....
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What is wrong with the gaming industry? Why do all the latest fantasy games that come out mirror their ancestors? Where is the innovation? Where is the breath of fresh air into the gaming community? Regardless if the game is a real time strategy or a mmorpg it gives me the sense that these are all the same "play" just different actors. Mostly with the...
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Damnation
Every day is a constant blur,
Seemingly repetitive, there's no cure.
That when loneliness strikes, there's a pain,
Knowing that it will happen, all over again.
My feelings were hidden, when they were bearable,
Yet pain has made my heart numb.
That when I thought my feelings were shareable,
I feel I would say something dumb.
Clouding my emotions with humor, to show no...
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Every day is a constant blur,
Seemingly repetitive, there's no cure.
That when loneliness strikes, there's a pain,
Knowing that it will happen, all over again.
My feelings were hidden, when they were bearable,
Yet pain has made my heart numb.
That when I thought my feelings were shareable,
I feel I would say something dumb.
Clouding my emotions with humor, to show no...
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Good-Bye!
The time has come to say good-bye.
After you left I started to cry.
Letting all my sadness go.
It will never be enough, no matter how much it shows.
'Til the end of time, I will remember you.
And all the wonderful things you used to do.
And that all the challenges I must face.
No one can ever take your place.
There...
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The time has come to say good-bye.
After you left I started to cry.
Letting all my sadness go.
It will never be enough, no matter how much it shows.
'Til the end of time, I will remember you.
And all the wonderful things you used to do.
And that all the challenges I must face.
No one can ever take your place.
There...
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Sadness
Sadness smells like a dying rose.
Sadness tastes like bitter tears.
Sadness feels like a bruised heart.
Sadness sounds like a reversed laughter.
Sadness looks like cloaked sorrow, which hides inside every love.
Sadness smells like a dying rose.
Sadness tastes like bitter tears.
Sadness feels like a bruised heart.
Sadness sounds like a reversed laughter.
Sadness looks like cloaked sorrow, which hides inside every love.
I hate repeating the feelings inside of being built up and then knocked back down. What the fuck is this roller coaster bullshit. It isn't that I walk into walls and allow myself to be misled. It is giving someone just enough trust and expect that they must reliable to some normal extent and then realize that is all in vain.
I guess I am...
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I guess I am...
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TRUTH: Conformity to fact or actuality; Sincerity; integrity.
TRUST: Firm reliance on the integrity, ability, or character of a person or thing
LOYALTY (fidelity): Faithfulness to obligations, duties, or observances. Faithful to a person, ideal, custom, cause, or duty.
HONOR: High respect, as that shown for special merit; Good name; reputation.
"Trust takes years to COMPLETELY build, and only seconds to COMPLETELY destroy."
Something I...
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TRUST: Firm reliance on the integrity, ability, or character of a person or thing
LOYALTY (fidelity): Faithfulness to obligations, duties, or observances. Faithful to a person, ideal, custom, cause, or duty.
HONOR: High respect, as that shown for special merit; Good name; reputation.
"Trust takes years to COMPLETELY build, and only seconds to COMPLETELY destroy."
Something I...
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