Well, hello SG.
I haven't been on here in so long. I decided to visit, and I remember what I was missing.
I guess I don't have much to write, really.
Since I last posted, I am in school in Brooklyn.
I went to Costa Rica this summer.
I fire danced for the first time, which was Amazing.
I am really Happy I am here. Where I live now sucks balls (no, not in that good way), but I am near NYC. There's so much opportunity here, and good people. Much better than New Hampshire, though I miss it there..some places will always be home, even if they have sucky aspects.
Coming on here again reminds me of how celibate I have been for...so long. At first it was by choice...I decided to be celibate for a little while after a break-up, to decide what I wanted. But then my celibacy was slightly broken over the Summer. Now I have been (celibate), not really from deciding to be so, but because the opportunity has not arisen, or I have not taken the bait, or pursued anyone enough. I usually don't pursue much, I enjoy being pursued.
So, oh well I suppose.
Since I have been pretty much celibate for about 9 months now, I know that when I finally have sex again it will be Amazing.
I am dating one person right now (not relationship, just dating casually), and I am interested in a couple other people...mostly one in particular, which is progressing painstakingly slow. I don't know what's with men who don't like to pursue someone.
And it is hard to tell if the Beautiful women in my life are gay/curious. It used to not really matter....cause straight girls would easily become curious. But I think I am more reluctant towards straight girls since I had a bad experience.....and besides, where am I really going to go with a straight girl? She'll still claim to be straight when someone asks her.
I haven't been on here in so long. I decided to visit, and I remember what I was missing.
I guess I don't have much to write, really.
Since I last posted, I am in school in Brooklyn.
I went to Costa Rica this summer.
I fire danced for the first time, which was Amazing.
I am really Happy I am here. Where I live now sucks balls (no, not in that good way), but I am near NYC. There's so much opportunity here, and good people. Much better than New Hampshire, though I miss it there..some places will always be home, even if they have sucky aspects.
Coming on here again reminds me of how celibate I have been for...so long. At first it was by choice...I decided to be celibate for a little while after a break-up, to decide what I wanted. But then my celibacy was slightly broken over the Summer. Now I have been (celibate), not really from deciding to be so, but because the opportunity has not arisen, or I have not taken the bait, or pursued anyone enough. I usually don't pursue much, I enjoy being pursued.
So, oh well I suppose.
Since I have been pretty much celibate for about 9 months now, I know that when I finally have sex again it will be Amazing.
I am dating one person right now (not relationship, just dating casually), and I am interested in a couple other people...mostly one in particular, which is progressing painstakingly slow. I don't know what's with men who don't like to pursue someone.
And it is hard to tell if the Beautiful women in my life are gay/curious. It used to not really matter....cause straight girls would easily become curious. But I think I am more reluctant towards straight girls since I had a bad experience.....and besides, where am I really going to go with a straight girl? She'll still claim to be straight when someone asks her.