So my Mom and I never did go to Florida 
She is still in the hospital recovering from pneumonia.....but she is doing better. Mentally, her spirits are okay because she knows we can still use the plane tickets at a later date, and that I can still go back to work this week and not lose my vacation time. We will probably go in April...
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She is still in the hospital recovering from pneumonia.....but she is doing better. Mentally, her spirits are okay because she knows we can still use the plane tickets at a later date, and that I can still go back to work this week and not lose my vacation time. We will probably go in April... Read More
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So my Mom and I never did go to Florida She is still in the hospital recovering from pneumonia.....but she is doing better. Mentally, her spirits are okay because she knows we can still use the plane tickets at a later date, and that I can still go back to work this week and not lose my vacation time. We will probably go in April...
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She is still in the hospital recovering from pneumonia.....but she is doing better. Mentally, her spirits are okay because she knows we can still use the plane tickets at a later date, and that I can still go back to work this week and not lose my vacation time. We will probably go in April... Read More
So tonight I'm having a crisis. My mom and I are supposed to be flying to Florida on Sunday morning very early. My sister was supposed to be driving her here tomorrow morning. I get this call a little while ago that my mom has been admitted to the hospital with possible pneumonia (you should know that my mom is little and frail with bad...
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jenya:
i agree with you wholeheartedly.
my family is a bunch of idiots when it comes to my my mom's respiratory health as well.
the xmas before last they basically made me (yes, i wussed out) drive her to the xmas eve dinner with a windchill of like 20 below!
yeh, put your foot down and squash them
my family is a bunch of idiots when it comes to my my mom's respiratory health as well.
the xmas before last they basically made me (yes, i wussed out) drive her to the xmas eve dinner with a windchill of like 20 below!
yeh, put your foot down and squash them
kaleidoscopic:
oh no! i'm so sorry to hear about your mom! i hope she's okay and that your brother doesn't do anything stupid that could jeopardize her health! eek!!!!
you're gonna have to put your foot down if the doc doesn't say so...
sigh..
big big big big big big big hugs
sorry i missed you...my bf was coming over to pick me and i was so busy cleaning i forgot to put up an away message. i forgot i was even online. i pretty much never do that. it happens like twice a year maybe. sorry it was that particular time though.
more hugs and smooches!
you're gonna have to put your foot down if the doc doesn't say so...
sigh..
big big big big big big big hugs
sorry i missed you...my bf was coming over to pick me and i was so busy cleaning i forgot to put up an away message. i forgot i was even online. i pretty much never do that. it happens like twice a year maybe. sorry it was that particular time though.
more hugs and smooches!
I have decided I am officially tired of being overweight. This is nothing new to me, since I have been this way for many years (ever since I chose Depo-Provera for birth control for 5 years). Anyway, I am a nurse for goodness sake, so you would think I would have to practice what I preach, right??? I operate on people with clogged arteries, geez!!...
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kaleidoscopic:
it was sooooooooooooo wonderful talking to you again!!!
til next time
til next time
I don't really have anything exciting to write. I just thoroughly cleaned my apartment this weekend. Some people would say it wasn't even dirty, but I beg to differ.....but then I do have some obsessive-compulsive issues 
I actually got a blister on my hand from dragging the steam cleaner across the carpet...that thing is damn heavy. Anyway, I do feel better about the whole place....
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I actually got a blister on my hand from dragging the steam cleaner across the carpet...that thing is damn heavy. Anyway, I do feel better about the whole place.... Read More
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kaleidoscopic:
oh god no...yeah i've been feeling a lot of office space take this job and shove it lately.
one of our top store managers is just the kind of person to say "Somebody's having a case of the MON-DAYS"
oh don't worry if there's anyone who understands about being busy, it's me.
wow it's cool that your job encourages assertiveness. that's rare.
yay for concert tickets...it's been awhile for me but my last was u2 so that's a tough act to follow. sigh i wish tori was coming through again...
i miss talking to you to! i haven't been online much though either so it's more that you're in my thoughts but i'm way too busy to be online. today has been my first night online in awhile.
miss you sexy lady! hopefully we'll have a night off at the same time sometime so we can chat it up and get back to the flirtin
big big hugs and smooches!
one of our top store managers is just the kind of person to say "Somebody's having a case of the MON-DAYS"
oh don't worry if there's anyone who understands about being busy, it's me.
wow it's cool that your job encourages assertiveness. that's rare.
yay for concert tickets...it's been awhile for me but my last was u2 so that's a tough act to follow. sigh i wish tori was coming through again...
i miss talking to you to! i haven't been online much though either so it's more that you're in my thoughts but i'm way too busy to be online. today has been my first night online in awhile.
miss you sexy lady! hopefully we'll have a night off at the same time sometime so we can chat it up and get back to the flirtin
big big hugs and smooches!
kaleidoscopic:
TAG!!!! You're it!
i know you might not have time but i tagged you anyway...just so you know i was thinking of you and wondering what your answers might be!
miss ya smooches!
i know you might not have time but i tagged you anyway...just so you know i was thinking of you and wondering what your answers might be!
miss ya smooches!
Okay, I am officially tired of this crazy weather around here. A few weeks ago it was so damn cold, your nipples were ready to break off.....and now all it does is mist/rain/fog general crappiness. I should just move somewhere with nicer weather, but I won't for two reasons. Number one : I hate the sun because I have had melanoma and the sun is...
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kaleidoscopic:
thanks for the love on the pics 
yeah the weather has been nothing but confusing suckness in ohio too. and i think it's making everyone sick. you have good reasons for not moving. chicago is pretty rad (i was only there for like a weekend though, i didn't get too much time to explore)
don't break your ass! that would be very very bad!
no i haven't bought my train tickets yet. sadly i have been buying food with my xmas money this year so it'll be awhile...
but it is a tempting proposition!
love ya! big hugs!
yeah the weather has been nothing but confusing suckness in ohio too. and i think it's making everyone sick. you have good reasons for not moving. chicago is pretty rad (i was only there for like a weekend though, i didn't get too much time to explore)
don't break your ass! that would be very very bad!
no i haven't bought my train tickets yet. sadly i have been buying food with my xmas money this year so it'll be awhile...
but it is a tempting proposition!
love ya! big hugs!
kaleidoscopic:
thanks for the love and anniversary wishes
hee hee...my boobs. yeah. that corset works wonders.
you love your husband, no? i hope...
big hugs and flirty smooches!
hee hee...my boobs. yeah. that corset works wonders.
you love your husband, no? i hope...
big hugs and flirty smooches!
I hope everyone has Happy Holidays and a safe New Year. Take Care and may you have all that you need and some things that you want. 
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kaleidoscopic:
oh believe me i killed with cuteness. but some of them were utterly disgusted by it. pics up soon!
oh man i NEED to go see the naked ladies NOW!!!!! i haven't been in a long time...and since lesbians are for the most part mean to bis or taken and true bi girls are hard to find i HAVE to go and pay for the attention. but it comforts me to know that most of the girls there are delighted when us girls show up
yeah i know. i cried on that song so hardcore cause that's like the song of my life. it's bad. i want to be walk on but mostly i'm faraway so close and stuck in a moment. sigh and half. i'll get there some day. and maybe just maybe there will be elevation in my future.
oh you best believe there are tights in my future though! xmas money rules!
hope your new year is off to a wonderful start! love ya! hopefully chat with you soon...
big hugs!
oh man i NEED to go see the naked ladies NOW!!!!! i haven't been in a long time...and since lesbians are for the most part mean to bis or taken and true bi girls are hard to find i HAVE to go and pay for the attention. but it comforts me to know that most of the girls there are delighted when us girls show up
yeah i know. i cried on that song so hardcore cause that's like the song of my life. it's bad. i want to be walk on but mostly i'm faraway so close and stuck in a moment. sigh and half. i'll get there some day. and maybe just maybe there will be elevation in my future.
oh you best believe there are tights in my future though! xmas money rules!
hope your new year is off to a wonderful start! love ya! hopefully chat with you soon...
big hugs!
Normally I enjoy my job and I have been doing it for the last 14 years.....I am a nurse in Cardiothoracic Surgery. Went to work yesterday and we were going to operate on a 76 year old lady who had already had several previous operations on her heart (meaning this one was going to be much more difficult and riskier). As her family was kissing...
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octoberseven:
Happy Holidays
kaleidoscopic:
more holiday wishes!
hope your holidays leave you grinning from ear to ear!!!
hope your holidays leave you grinning from ear to ear!!!
It's snowing like a mofo outside and it took me 45 minutes to get home from work when it normally takes me 7. It was incredibly irritating. Then my dogs wanted to run around like crazy bandits in the snow, and they were on a leash that was attached to ME!! Luckily I didn't end up face down in the powder! A 200+ pound dog...
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kaleidoscopic:
eek snow plus dogs can equal disaster!
yeah the snow is getting to me. as a kid it was my favorite thing but now that i'm busing to work i just hate it. grrrrrrrrrrrr.
my bf took most of the pictures...and all of the good ones i promise you.
omg omg omg garbage AND u2. are you kidding? i would have died. died die died. i guess the seeing thigh made up for it. god you know when she walked out in tight jeans i had this feeling she was gonna kick and split them and i was not disappointed. she is a goddess. so beautiful. i can't believe she ever thought she wasn't. stupid kids are so damn cruel. well she showed them
wow an autographed poster???? that's so sweet. i don't have a darn thing that's autographed. that would sure sweeten a concert
ha ha...so you're the other one out there...i see...
now...
ps...what is the fuse channel?
yeah the snow is getting to me. as a kid it was my favorite thing but now that i'm busing to work i just hate it. grrrrrrrrrrrr.
my bf took most of the pictures...and all of the good ones i promise you.
omg omg omg garbage AND u2. are you kidding? i would have died. died die died. i guess the seeing thigh made up for it. god you know when she walked out in tight jeans i had this feeling she was gonna kick and split them and i was not disappointed. she is a goddess. so beautiful. i can't believe she ever thought she wasn't. stupid kids are so damn cruel. well she showed them
wow an autographed poster???? that's so sweet. i don't have a darn thing that's autographed. that would sure sweeten a concert
ha ha...so you're the other one out there...i see...
now...
ps...what is the fuse channel?
Wow, I haven't updated in awhile....my damn high speed internet hasn't been working right for the last week, so rather than trying to get online and getting frustrated, I just stayed off!!
I went shopping with my sister-in-law and two nieces yesterday, they wore my ass out!! I forgot what shopping with two teenagers is like....also, they aren't from Chicago, so we have alot more...
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I went shopping with my sister-in-law and two nieces yesterday, they wore my ass out!! I forgot what shopping with two teenagers is like....also, they aren't from Chicago, so we have alot more...
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I am still mulling over the decision on what to do with my hair....now I am looking at maybe doing some yarn dreds, but some people say they don't hold up for a long time and get "fuzzy" looking.....who knows what I will do, I keep thinking if I cut it off I will immediately feel sad afterward But it's only hair for pete's sake,...
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jenya:
true, it's only hair, but when i cut my hair real short at the beginning of this year i felt tortured until recently 
i am considering cutting off my hair....I have long hair, almost down to my butt. i'm just kinda sick of it. it is really thick and curly, and takes along time to mess with. but if i do cut it, will i miss it afterward???? what a dilemma! 
what the hell, if i do whack it off, it does tend to grow fast...and i could...
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muse_malade:
you know, a couple of years ag I shaved my head. It's really impowering to cut it all off. You realize how much you hide behind it.
I say do it. You don't have to shave, but at least your hair will go for a good cause.
I say do it. You don't have to shave, but at least your hair will go for a good cause.
octoberseven:
Yeah, I made it home ok, at least physically. It's weird being back here though. I almost feel out of place now. And of course I miss her terribly, gotta get back up there soon. Gotta get back there for good.
well glad you could reschedule and especially glad that your mom is getting better!!!!
hope we can talk again soon! like for real this time...not me being all over the place and on the phone...
big big big big big hugs! and smooches too!
hope your mom is ok