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Well it's been about a week since my surgery and I hate to say this but there really hasn't been much change in my urgency or frequency. I'm also still getting up in the middle of the night a lot to use the bathroom. So the surgery was a complete bust. I'm really upset about it. I need a break from the pain and to...
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Surgery went well. I was told I have no ulcers or cancer in my bladder, but it is pretty small. I am now at home and recovering. Thank you all for your support, love and prayers. They've helped a lot.

I have official diagnosis of fibromyalgia. I've been put on medication. It's not really doing much of anything yet. I've been in bed the entire day because I can barely move. My shoulders are so knotted and stiff that I cannot lift my arms over my head without being in agonizing pain. I feel so entirely helpless. and hungry. heh.

I've learned a lot throughout life. One thing for sure that I've learned is that holding grudges destroys you. Letting go and forgiving feels good. Like a giant weights been lifted. I've come to terms that the woman that gave birth to me will never be my mother. But good things came from that, I learned how to be a better mother. But that's just...
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My birthday's coming up, so is Livvi's. If anyone feels like getting us anything. Here's ourWishlist




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Yeah......So I know I haven't posted in FOREVER, but I'm not sure if you guys deserve a proper update from me right now.....

Whoever it is who has taken it upon themselves to contact my boyfriend on Facebook and tattle on me..........FUCK YOU!!!! Seriously though, you need to stop.