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Dude, seriously, fuck this, fuck life, fuck the entire world!

I am so sick of all these migraines I'm getting....

MY BOYFRIEND IS HERE!!!! I totally jumped his bones as soon as he got in the door! Then I took a nap while he worked. Tonight we went out and had dinner with Polygirlaz <333333

Tomorrow night I'm gonna make tingas de pollo for dinner. NOM those things are the best!



Oh and.....it's so nice to finally get laid!

Oh and I forgot this........

He...
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YAY my boyfriend came to visit!!! I totally jumped his bones as soon as he got in the door!! Tonight we went out to dinner with my lovely girlfriend.

My dance pole got here yesterday. I have the bestest boyfriend ever.

I'M HERE!!!!!!!!!!

This afternoon my Uncle Danny called me from my Grandmothers phone. Assuming it was my Grandma I answered "GRANDMA!!" There was a long pause. "....Amanda, this is Uncle Danny..." OH NO no I cried and asked if what had happened? Was she actually gone? He said "No, but we are moving her to hospice care today, the doctor says she has a few days left"...
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Well it's been about a week since my surgery and I hate to say this but there really hasn't been much change in my urgency or frequency. I'm also still getting up in the middle of the night a lot to use the bathroom. So the surgery was a complete bust. I'm really upset about it. I need a break from the pain and to...
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Surgery went well. I was told I have no ulcers or cancer in my bladder, but it is pretty small. I am now at home and recovering. Thank you all for your support, love and prayers. They've helped a lot.