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This week everything was extremes...really good or really bad.

On a good note...Touched base with an old friend from Montreal. It was nice once again to have someone whos going through shit aswell to talk to. refreshing. when you're negative sometimes the only people you can handle are the ones who are suffering aswell. Went to go see Episode Three with them....and I dont care who thinks I'm a nerd but that movie fucking rawks! Damn that lil green man Yoda is a fucking genious. SO yeah, been enjoying the newfound company of people who are equally fed up with the scene as me.

On a bad note ...my boss found a quiet moment today at work to tell me today that the only reason that she hasnt fired me yet is because shes friends with my dad. Talk about low eh? so even tho they *want* to fire me they're gonna keep me around just so they dont piss off Daddy-dearest? whatever, I'm SO done with that company. My coworkers been nothing but a cunt to me these days...and her and I were so buddy-buddy like a month ago. Now she questions everything I do and asks me questions not because she trusts my answers, but just to ask an hopefully prove me wrong...its so immature. They treat me like a kid there and yeah I may only be 23 but there are so many happenings that go on there that just remind me of kindergarten. no one likes to admit they've made a mistake on a client's job etc. I'm honest at least I'll be like "oh shit, I didnt catch that mistake YOU made *so and so*" and then suddenly everyone has a scapegoat to blame the whole production line on.

Oh well I've heard of another print house hiring designers downtown so I may just try for that...maybe I should tell my current boss that I need to take a day off to pass out resumes, I'm sure she'll be more than happy. haha