ok I'm writting this at 1am...but all I can say is what a shitty day.
my cat hasnt come back in 2 days which is off for him and I'm hoping hes not lost in the new neighborhood or radkill on the busy street near my house.
the car wouldnt start today and it was blowing snow like a snowy hell. to top it off I locked myself and my son out of the house cuz my parents accidentally took my set of keys back by accident (they're not attached to the car keys) so my son and I were locked out of the house with a piece of shit car that wouldnt start and mother-nature throwing wind and icy-snow in our faces.
anyway we walked to the cornerstore about 3 blocks away and used the (outdoor) payphone to call my parents to get their butts over there to pick me up.
of course whenever i bitch to my parents about something THEYve done wrong (ie. taking my keys) it gets turned around on me looking like the ungreatful bratty child.
fuck em....I wish sometimes I didnt have a kid and I could tell them to go fuck themselves and take off and do my own thing.
Today I feel trapped, stressed and cold-hearted. I even told Mike to keep his distance from me today cuz i was afraid I'd snap at him. I may not talk to him till wednesday at this rate, hes supposed to come over then
ANyway I tried to start a mural in my kitchen tonight and I've decided it looks like shit and I just might have ruined a perfectly good wall so I'm going to bed...frustrated as shit and just wanting the darkness of sleep to take over.
my cat hasnt come back in 2 days which is off for him and I'm hoping hes not lost in the new neighborhood or radkill on the busy street near my house.
the car wouldnt start today and it was blowing snow like a snowy hell. to top it off I locked myself and my son out of the house cuz my parents accidentally took my set of keys back by accident (they're not attached to the car keys) so my son and I were locked out of the house with a piece of shit car that wouldnt start and mother-nature throwing wind and icy-snow in our faces.
anyway we walked to the cornerstore about 3 blocks away and used the (outdoor) payphone to call my parents to get their butts over there to pick me up.
of course whenever i bitch to my parents about something THEYve done wrong (ie. taking my keys) it gets turned around on me looking like the ungreatful bratty child.
fuck em....I wish sometimes I didnt have a kid and I could tell them to go fuck themselves and take off and do my own thing.
Today I feel trapped, stressed and cold-hearted. I even told Mike to keep his distance from me today cuz i was afraid I'd snap at him. I may not talk to him till wednesday at this rate, hes supposed to come over then
ANyway I tried to start a mural in my kitchen tonight and I've decided it looks like shit and I just might have ruined a perfectly good wall so I'm going to bed...frustrated as shit and just wanting the darkness of sleep to take over.
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