hey !
i spent the last week in the mountains smokin' weed, readin'books, looking at the stars and hanging out with deer!
i love nature when it's not trying to kill me.
Plagued by unsettling and strange nightmares lately... it seems uncharacteristic, since I seem to think I'm pretty happy during my waking hours. Yet this morning I awoke in a cold sweat; I had been comforting my dying cat, who had just been hit by a car. I startling realization that her brain was trickling through my fingers brought me to sudden wakefulness. I was afraid... Read More
Scourings supplemental to these are only due to habit:
"Now, habit is continuity of action, it is a most detestable thing and is very difficult to get away from. A proverb will run where writ will not, and the follies of our forefathers are of greater importance to us than is the well-being of our posterity."
Long story short: I don't give compliments easily. More so when its something past noting how short a skirt is, or the low cut of a blouse. Praise is hard-won, not because I lack appreciation, but because its usually so cheap. Sycophants abound; its easy to find someone to gush about your work, more because they want nothing more than your validation of their existence... Read More
I have no words to say, speechless doesn't begin to explain. Languidge, however brilliant or beautiful had been rendered superfluois by your courage and love.
Have I ever mentioned my extreme distaste for job hunting? Not that I mind having a job, its the search I hate. For example: Yesterday I forwarded a resume in response to an ad for a personal assistant to a mortgage banker. The response I receieved today went as follows:
Thanks for the resume, could you please forward a pic too?
And I am very Clockwork Orange. Except I'm not a droogie, nor am I ultraviolent.
Okay, I'm not Clockwork Orangish at all.
*hangs head*
i spent the last week in the mountains smokin' weed, readin'books, looking at the stars and hanging out with deer!
i love nature when it's not trying to kill me.
[Edited on Aug 10, 2005 12:39PM]