Why so angry?
I feel like my ordinariness (in which I normally revel) is a horrible, unfairly contrived trap from which there is no escape. I tried the usual antidotes - I slipped out of work early, I took the a country back road home, driving with the windows down, music blaring... to no avail. Because thats what I always do when I'm blue. And because the usual is what I'm trying to avoid. I just can't remember how.
Tonight, I registered for a summer class. Just one.
And as I write this, I'm applying for financial aid. While pretty sure I'll be turned down (again), if it accepted, I can take more than one class next quarter.
I feel like my ordinariness (in which I normally revel) is a horrible, unfairly contrived trap from which there is no escape. I tried the usual antidotes - I slipped out of work early, I took the a country back road home, driving with the windows down, music blaring... to no avail. Because thats what I always do when I'm blue. And because the usual is what I'm trying to avoid. I just can't remember how.
Tonight, I registered for a summer class. Just one.
And as I write this, I'm applying for financial aid. While pretty sure I'll be turned down (again), if it accepted, I can take more than one class next quarter.
wigglefree:
That sucks yo! We should make an appointment to do something unordinary. Maybe not extra-ordinary...but deffinatly not ordinary. 