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so, it's been a while again. i'm having a bad day. one amongst many, it seems, but still.

i don't know what it is. just this feeling like i want to crawl out of myself. it's shitty.

in other news, however, i now have a webcam, so... i can put a better picture up.

yay, you'll actually be able to...
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camera_guy:
The thing with shitty days is that something will get better biggrin
gerry_d:
i'd be psyched if you posted some new pix...
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i'm feeling quite sad. the whole dog thing...

and i miss mp.

a lot.

he calls me beautiful and asks me to marry him quick before he goes to iraq.
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TOUCHING YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUU. TOUCHING MEEEEEEEEEEEEE. TOUCHING YOU, GOD, YOU'RE TOUCHING ME.

I BELIEVE IN A THING CALLED LOVE.

JUST LISTEN TO THE RHYTHM OF MY HEART.

THERE'S A CHANCE WE COULD MAKE IT NOW.

WE'LL BE ROCKIN' TILL THE SUN GOES DOWN.

I BELIEVE IN A THING CALLED LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE. GUITAR. tongue
digitusboy:
more :guitar:

...are you high? or jus happy? or both?

tongue
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not that i've talked about it before, or like any of you know, or anything... but i really love my dog.

she got spayed a few days ago, and today she's been so strange - i'm pretty fucking depressed about it, actually.

i went to pick her up and she growled at me. she's growled at me before a few times... but...
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palebloom:
and though you fight to stay alive, your body starts to shiver, for no mortal can resist the evil of... THE THRILLER. surreal







...okay, so it's working a little. wink
digitusboy:
it takes a lil' while. she'll come around. just don't try too hard. it will only piss her off and get you depressed.

cheer up! it's a sunny day today! unless it's overcast by the ocean?

btw...i really luv my dog too!

take care!

smile
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when i get this fe-e-e-elin', i want...

SEX-ual healin'.
digitusboy:
"...Sexual Healing is something that's good for me
Whenever blue tear drops are falling
And my emotional stability is leaving me
There is something I can do
I can get on the telephone and call you up baby, and
Honey I know you'll be there to relieve me
The love you give to me will free me
If you don't know the things you're dealing
I can tell you, darling, that it's Sexual Healing."

...still singing? smile
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oh, also, just for the record...

if anyone with yahoo messenger wants to cam with me, drop me an IM or an e-mail or something.

it's fun.

come on.

you know you want to.
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so, it's been a while.

i bought a new game, and it's a big hit, as far as i'm concerned. two very enthusiastic thumbs up for fallout: brotherhood of steel.

awesome shit.

i started my period this morning... gonna be a lazy day.
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i am so annoyed with champions of norrath right now that i want to punch my own teeth in.

i feel weird.

i have a crush on a guy online. i'm kind of surprised that in my seven years on the internet, i've never felt even mild "like" for someone until now.

go figure.

i'm going to kill this game. however, i...
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poprocks:
i understand, about not wanting our sexual objects to be sharp and on fire. smile wink

the world is getting smaller, i think online crushes are more and more commen these days, i hope it works out for you. smile
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so, this guy... love

that's all i have to say.
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i just realized that i need to stop doing so many drugs. lol.
digitusboy:
...is this what they call, a moment of clearity or some shit like that?

smile
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so, i feel better. i'm at barbara's right now, but she's sleeping...

we just smoked pot and stuff.

she can't handle her shit. heh.

carrie's probably going to be all kinds of pissed off at me when i get back home, because i was supposed to do something with her yesterday and instead, i just left for weho without calling...
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vm:
Ohh I'm sorry, I've done the nail cutting-bleeding with my dog before, I totally get alarmed! frown There's a small powder-like substance you can get from almost any pet store that immediatelly stops the bleeding and sooths the wound, though, so I bought some of that from the pet store for future instances.. totally worthwhile IMO.

EDITED: I just wanted to add in from reading some of your previous journal entries I missed, any points you loose for Dr. Phil you gain for liking Blood Rayne and using the phrase "DIe Nazis, Die!" in a journal entry. wink

[Edited on Mar 12, 2004 4:10PM]
palebloom:
long live grotesquely violent video games. i'm playing champions of norrath on ps2 lately... not quite as much gore, but randomly-created multi-user dungeons make up for it. biggrin