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I am not normally a person to write two blogs in 24 hours...BUT...when I am the most down and I try not to show it, it amazes me that my kids...of all the people...besides a lot of you here say something that makes me feel so amamzing and on top of the world. It makes me smile more then anyone can imagine. Children are such an amazing gift...they should NEVER be taken for granted and we should always listen to them...they see things so simply and for what they are....they do NOT get caught up in anything...they do NOT judge...they just love and just are...

My son wrote me a letter tonight...while listening to a song that I already posted but the fact that it reminds him of me and me of him in a way is amazing...here is what he wrote...his spelling it not the greatest but I will help...

To Mom
From your son Nick

xoxox


then he drew a heart with an arrow through it

Your hart shines the sun (hart = heart )

Your hair is butufuller (beautifuler) then a rose

Your smile makes the day nice.

Your smile makes me feel nice inside.

When I am hurt and when you smile it makes me beter (better).

You are the sweetest Mom.

Your hart (heart) is the sun that shines the sky.

Your the cutest Mom ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE!

OMG...like I can't get all weepy and feel unbelievably good no matter what...come on he is amamzing...he is my son and I curse the woman that marries him because she will never be enough.

Just kidding

Anyway here is the song he listned to over and over while he wrote to me...and when he was done he danced with me...and I told him I would dance with him someday at his wedding...he spun me around and we dipped and crazy danced...kids are absolutley FUCKING amazing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Profile pics...so I was just looking at my profile pic...and I get comments and make friend because of it...but really that is not me...holding my boobs...come on...and I know some of you like it...BUT me is me and I want to change it is to what me is!