paizley

push me, pull me, feel me. take your hand and place it on me. put it where i can feel you, all of you. take me to that lovely place...that place so hot and sweaty, that place where you can only feel, and you want more. pull my hair, bite my lip, throw me around. wrap me in a sheet and try to find me....
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im very excited...i got a blender so i can FINALLY make margeritas for myself...so until my friends get off work, my blender and i will have the house all to ourselves
ha ha...on another note....i am in need of a girl! i have a boy who i love, but he just doesnt have boobs! life is good, cats are wonderful, and the weather is getting...
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so im getting excited to shoot my new set. ive been talking to mle and shes said she'd help me and probably shoot my set. IM SO EXCITED!!!!! i know its going to be awesome and with a better camera and better lighting and some tips from an awesome SG hopefully this one will be accepted! wahoo for lovely MLE!

i went to the nyc...
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i feel like running away, far far away and just starting over. tolet people know me again, and make a new impression. forget all the fake friends, all the hurt, all the lonlieness, and just go away to a new life, somewhere over the rainbow. i willtake your alienated hand andnever let go.please drag me, pull me, push me, to somewhere the sun is shining...
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so i posted pics of my kittens....shames has become othello now, and mimi is still mimi..but i think it might change....enjoy the pics! and any name suggestions are welcome!
-paizley-

EDIT!!!!!
mimi is now stella...much more fitting for this big personality in such a small body...

so i got the kitten...shes wonderful and we actually got a second one too...the pet store where we got all her supplies had a kitty in need of a home, who was exactly her age...so now we have 2 kittens...so cute so small....the girl is all white with a patch of gray on her head and the boy is all black with a few white...
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so its way too early to be up and im already showered and half dressed...ugh im leaving for work soon, but i thought id share my news with everyone...im getting a kitten! and we are so not allowed to have it in our apt....lol but my friend is giving her to me for free and shes so beautiful....and they wouldnt be able to keep it...
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here are a few poems i enjoy very much...

me. me to be just me.
me to be just like them.
me to be one of them.
what if. what if not.
what if. what if not.
what if later. what if later.
what if never.
then what if. then what why.
me to be why. me to be why.
why me. why shouldnt i....
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i posted a new pic, you can see all three of my tattoos, its not very close but u can see the placement i guess...and its just a fun pic maybe more later

so ive been kinda wierd lately....like recently ive been very indifferent to my friends and im not upset about it...like i really dont care if i hang out with them or not, and i often find myself making excuses for not hanging out with them...i miss having friends that i really wanna hang out with, and that i just really enjoy being around...my life has...
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