The ups, the downs, the geeky, and eBay...
The Ups, like John Pinette says he doesn't do ups, cause ups defy gravity, and gravity is a law, and he obeys the law.
But as for me life is always swinging from one end of the spectrum to the other so if you pull the event out of context it can give you a very skewed perspective, but in reality it's day to day.
So anyway ups, Well I've been going out and drinking alot more. I dunno if that's an up but it's social so the social aspects are the better part of that. Yes I've been social. I saw Vortex which was nice. Talked about some stuff, I like stuff. Hung out with Carrie and went drinking, we played trivia but turned out to be Loser Douchebags, now she's in London. Me and some gals from work went out and drank and ate a couple of times, I wish I was more in depth but there's not so much to get in depth about. Plus I don't necessarily know how the parties involved would react if they knew I was talking about them online. Then this last weekend we went to Philly for the day and walked around and ate and drank and I tried turning the older generation on to VNV Nation, they seemed to like it. And I saw Shannon last night![biggrin](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/biggrin.b730b6165809.gif)
The Downs, Well for the last month my relationship has been in Limbo... Limbo though it is the setting of many of my favorite fantasy stories is not a particularly good place to find your love life in. But we're okay now. Then the whole Uvulitis thing was pretty horrible, and the meds were kicking my ass.
The Geeky, so last night I went to D&D for the first time in forever... *Holds for laughter* So last night was pretty adventurous, get it D&D, Adventurous, Ha! Man I am a geek. Let's see I died, but it was a plot device. I had my soul sucked out, a sex change, and an alignment change. All in a days work for the Half-Orc tank of the group. We got major buckage.
Now the eBay... I do avoid eBay cause once I go on it and buy one thing I get consumed and got a little crazy. I bought all the Hate Dept. Releases I could find. I do that I pick a band and buy their entire catalog, for pennies, I keep trying to do it for Hanzel Und Gretyl but their back catalog only seems to appreciate.
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
Hate Dept. - meat.your.maker.
Hate Dept. - Omnipresent
Hate Dept. - Technical Difficulties
Hate Dept. - Release It
Hate Dept. - The House That Hate Built
Hate Dept. - Mainline E.P.
Super Sport - Whoop Ass!
Then I wanted to look for Magik comics, cause of the upcoming X-Infernus series, and next thing I know, I was finishing off several incomplete series in my collection.
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
Mercy Sparx, #0
New X-men: Academy-X, #'s 1-28, 40-43, and Yearbook Special #1
New X-Men: New Hellions, #'s 1-4
Violent Messiahs, #'s 1 original Hurricane, 3-8, Lamenting Pain 2
Super-Villain Team-Up, #'s GS 1-2, 5,6,8,9,17
X-Men: Magik, #'s 1-4
Hate Dept. Anger Impulse.
*Update*
Check out Dalila's new set
Psycho Holidays
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
The Ups, like John Pinette says he doesn't do ups, cause ups defy gravity, and gravity is a law, and he obeys the law.
But as for me life is always swinging from one end of the spectrum to the other so if you pull the event out of context it can give you a very skewed perspective, but in reality it's day to day.
So anyway ups, Well I've been going out and drinking alot more. I dunno if that's an up but it's social so the social aspects are the better part of that. Yes I've been social. I saw Vortex which was nice. Talked about some stuff, I like stuff. Hung out with Carrie and went drinking, we played trivia but turned out to be Loser Douchebags, now she's in London. Me and some gals from work went out and drank and ate a couple of times, I wish I was more in depth but there's not so much to get in depth about. Plus I don't necessarily know how the parties involved would react if they knew I was talking about them online. Then this last weekend we went to Philly for the day and walked around and ate and drank and I tried turning the older generation on to VNV Nation, they seemed to like it. And I saw Shannon last night
![biggrin](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/biggrin.b730b6165809.gif)
The Downs, Well for the last month my relationship has been in Limbo... Limbo though it is the setting of many of my favorite fantasy stories is not a particularly good place to find your love life in. But we're okay now. Then the whole Uvulitis thing was pretty horrible, and the meds were kicking my ass.
The Geeky, so last night I went to D&D for the first time in forever... *Holds for laughter* So last night was pretty adventurous, get it D&D, Adventurous, Ha! Man I am a geek. Let's see I died, but it was a plot device. I had my soul sucked out, a sex change, and an alignment change. All in a days work for the Half-Orc tank of the group. We got major buckage.
Now the eBay... I do avoid eBay cause once I go on it and buy one thing I get consumed and got a little crazy. I bought all the Hate Dept. Releases I could find. I do that I pick a band and buy their entire catalog, for pennies, I keep trying to do it for Hanzel Und Gretyl but their back catalog only seems to appreciate.
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
Hate Dept. - meat.your.maker.
Hate Dept. - Omnipresent
Hate Dept. - Technical Difficulties
Hate Dept. - Release It
Hate Dept. - The House That Hate Built
Hate Dept. - Mainline E.P.
Super Sport - Whoop Ass!
Then I wanted to look for Magik comics, cause of the upcoming X-Infernus series, and next thing I know, I was finishing off several incomplete series in my collection.
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
Mercy Sparx, #0
New X-men: Academy-X, #'s 1-28, 40-43, and Yearbook Special #1
New X-Men: New Hellions, #'s 1-4
Violent Messiahs, #'s 1 original Hurricane, 3-8, Lamenting Pain 2
Super-Villain Team-Up, #'s GS 1-2, 5,6,8,9,17
X-Men: Magik, #'s 1-4
Hate Dept. Anger Impulse.
*Update*
Check out Dalila's new set
Psycho Holidays
![](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/ph-508.604ed20cffa9.gif)
VIEW 8 of 8 COMMENTS
but this..... this hurts so much. I don't remember the last time it hurt this much.
I commented on Her Journal on here with this
I will always love you honey and... yes i hurt ... you hurt me... as i said before ... i had given up on my future and felt like the darkness of not having a future had surrounded me... than... than you came, you came with a bright beautiful light and pushed the darkness away and took my hand... but then... just as i was getting fully out of all that darkness. When i felt i needed you the most. When i gave you the most.... You let go of my hand, and told me i could follow your light but you wouldn't help me through it and now while i am trying to follow your light that you are giving me... I feel like i am getting lost again and i can feel the darkness encompassing me.