paine

You know how I always say I feel like I'm stretching myself too thin, taking care of everyone but not getting anything in return?

Yesterday at work, I lost consciousness and collapsed. Paramedics were called and I ended up at the hospital. Nothing "wrong" with me except for the fact that I've abused my body so bad, giving and giving and giving, that it gave up trying.

Maybe some of these inconsiderate, oblivious leeches will start to listen when I try to tell them that "I can't hold on when I'm stretched so thin/I make the right moves but I'm lost again/I put on my daily faade again".

I can already see that it's probably too much to ask, by the state of my home when I woke up this morning.

More later. I'm too angry. I'm going to run away and pamper myself and hope I don't get into a fight today at work.

Listening to: "By Myself" - Linkin Park