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Friday Jan 23, 2004

Jan 23, 2004
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So I found out today that my former work partner committed suicide. I guess this is the "suicidegirls".. but suicide has got to be one of the saddest things. That is the 3rd friend that has done it.
When do you figure that something should be that final? I guess I don't understand because I am not one of them.. but I always figured that when shit got really bad you could just go live in the forest or something.
i'm naive and i miss him.
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lowcloud:
Damn, man. I knew it was bad but I just never thought it would come to that. He was always so intense in person and, from all I'd gathered from you, I thought that eventhough everything was falling apart a while back that T would pull through. You know I'm here if you need anything.
D.
Jan 24, 2004
su:
sorry to hear it, my friend.
that sort of thing is hard to figure out. I had one of my friend's kill herself a few years back, and I didn't much understand it then, and it's stilll hard to figure it out now.

maybe someday I'll get it...

be well smile
Jan 24, 2004

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