thanks everyone for all my birthday messages!
Have finally decided just to call it quits with jamie and wrote him a letter telling him everything ive tried to say over the past few weeks, he just gets angry when i try and talk to him so figured it was the easiest way just to get it out there and know that he has heard what i have said. I feel so sad tho, i know two years isnt really that long but considering everything we've been through together and all the lies i've had to deal with i didnt expect it just to end cos he didnt even know if he wanted me anymore, that is the biggest blow i have had to deal with out of everything
on a completely different subject all together... i was ready a womens day magazine or whatever and it had this thing on weird crimes which i really shouldnt have read cos i really am just to sensitive to this sort of thing but the story was about this couple that picked up a hitchhiker, they had a baby and everything so the girl thought i was safe and accepted there lift, not knowing that the man had some sick dream of having a woman to brainwash and use as a sex toy, which his wife agreed to if she could have a baby! So he kept this woman chained to a table naked and then in a box like a coffin and then they bought a motor home and kept her under the bed of all places in a box, and he just got her out when he felt like 'playing' with her and the story goes on and he eventually let her write to her family and even go see them because she become so brainwashed into thinking this was ok and that her family would die if she left she went back! and then his wife joined a church and THEN realised that this was morally wrong! what the fuck! how does anyone ever come to the conclusion that this is not wrong!!! it is wrong for so many different reasons and i dont thnk any amount of grevious bodily or mental harm done to these people could make up for what they had done! but the court decided that she went back cos she was in love with him and he only got done for kidnapping and rape or some bullshit, it did however add up to like 110 years in jail, but surely the wife should have been sentenced to? the deluded bitch said he was allowed to keep her!! i just cant get over this, the story has been replaying in the back of my mind for days, it is so awful! plenty of you probably have heard of this case but i just cant get my head round it. I should really not read those sorts of things!!
thats about enough ranting and raving for me, i think i'l go have a nice hot shower.
good night!
Have finally decided just to call it quits with jamie and wrote him a letter telling him everything ive tried to say over the past few weeks, he just gets angry when i try and talk to him so figured it was the easiest way just to get it out there and know that he has heard what i have said. I feel so sad tho, i know two years isnt really that long but considering everything we've been through together and all the lies i've had to deal with i didnt expect it just to end cos he didnt even know if he wanted me anymore, that is the biggest blow i have had to deal with out of everything
on a completely different subject all together... i was ready a womens day magazine or whatever and it had this thing on weird crimes which i really shouldnt have read cos i really am just to sensitive to this sort of thing but the story was about this couple that picked up a hitchhiker, they had a baby and everything so the girl thought i was safe and accepted there lift, not knowing that the man had some sick dream of having a woman to brainwash and use as a sex toy, which his wife agreed to if she could have a baby! So he kept this woman chained to a table naked and then in a box like a coffin and then they bought a motor home and kept her under the bed of all places in a box, and he just got her out when he felt like 'playing' with her and the story goes on and he eventually let her write to her family and even go see them because she become so brainwashed into thinking this was ok and that her family would die if she left she went back! and then his wife joined a church and THEN realised that this was morally wrong! what the fuck! how does anyone ever come to the conclusion that this is not wrong!!! it is wrong for so many different reasons and i dont thnk any amount of grevious bodily or mental harm done to these people could make up for what they had done! but the court decided that she went back cos she was in love with him and he only got done for kidnapping and rape or some bullshit, it did however add up to like 110 years in jail, but surely the wife should have been sentenced to? the deluded bitch said he was allowed to keep her!! i just cant get over this, the story has been replaying in the back of my mind for days, it is so awful! plenty of you probably have heard of this case but i just cant get my head round it. I should really not read those sorts of things!!
thats about enough ranting and raving for me, i think i'l go have a nice hot shower.
good night!
kiljoy:
Damn, that story is wierd. 
Fuckin Americans, it's a wierd place over there. Who knows what else goes on over there that we never hear about.
Fuckin Americans, it's a wierd place over there. Who knows what else goes on over there that we never hear about. 
pinkmaggit:
strange story there. You have to wonder where some people leave their brains sometimes.